an anoymous commented on my ytd's entry..hmm...dunno is who leh...but i tink is sam wor!haha!maybe is pL leh..but dun sound lyk her..dunno la..haha.stayed home today.so sian.....sigh.....nothing much to say le...life's so boring...

whoaZ~!!jus went to view my blog and wah!!so many comments worz!!haha!!so gan dong after reading them!!thanks to all for your care and concern!!felt so honoured to have such nice and lovable friends like u all!!love u all lots!=D

Today I went shopping AGAIN!and guess I went with who?!hohoho!!i went with him lehz!cos this morning when I was online blogging he said he wanna go shop for some things.initially I dun tink he intend to ask me accompany him wan but dunno why in the end he asked me whether wanna join him shopping.hmm…of cos I agreed la..waited for soooo long..haha!no la..also cant bear to reject him ma.hee=D!we went to suntec.so happy shopping with him though it’s not me buying things!!it’s been such a long time since I last went out with him.although today we jus went shopping as good friends but I dun sense any distance between us and I dun feel awkward at all.haha!anyway he bought an addidas cap and a pair of jeans from S&K.and as usual he wore them right after he purchased the items.cant stand him..=p.but he looked quite nice with the jeans cos nv see him wear dat kind of jeans before.though with the black shirt he looked abit beng.haha!went walking ard at suntec and we saw kk and her parents!!!haha!she was quite surprised when she saw me and him together I guessed.but nothing happened la..we were jus shopping together in case she tot…u noe…hee!

Tink I wrote quite a lot le…so shall end here!oh!before I end wanna say thank you to him for spending time with me though is me accompany u la!hee!really enjoyed myself today!so…thanks=)!and thanks to all those who cared to wrote some comments on my blog!really appreciate it!=D

hmm..actually wanted to blog ytd but was too tired.got so many things to say!!haha!ytd was so happiez hanging out with the gals from my class!heehee!!

ytd morning serene was late.and tot she would make it before assembly but end up standing with all the other latecomers.and saw her and him right in the first row.haha!and mr 'discipline master' asked all of them to say the pledge.abit stupid.haha!anyway all the gals from my class,except lou and dor,pon PE ytd.heh..actually wanted to go take attendance den go but den we guessed the teachers wun check also la cos it's the last day of skool le ma.haha!so off we went to the freezing i-space!ytd we end skool early!!!so happiez!we dun have chem prac cos our dearest teacher went on maternity leave and the relief teacher said he would make up after he hols!and hengheng cancelled his maths lesson and allowed us to leave early!he's gg for a course and wun be there for lessons anyway so he decided not to give us any assignment!haha!

SO...me kk pL and sam went to wheellock's place to eat SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET!!!!oh my god!!we ate until so full lor.sat there for almost THREE hours leh!!and until now....i still cant forget the taste of the FRIED TOFU!!!SOOOOOOOOO nice!!!and we spent dat 3 hours chatting and eating at the same time.kk told us many of her stories!hahaha!din noe such interesting things can happen to her.hahaha!hmm..really got to know abit more abt the gals.we went shopping after dat!hoho!shopping shopping!all of us bought hairband!!haha!kk bought a blue one to match a pair of earrings she wanna buy.den pL bought of cos a yellow one.sam bought blue and purple.and i bought a lime green one!haha!actually quite like the purple one but they said the green one suits me.haha!bought rubberbands too!so bright colours!whoa~!haha!by the time i reached home i was so exhausted...abit lazy to blog also.hee...

sigh.tmr is the last day of the term but im not feeling a single bit excited.guess i dun really look forward to this hols.haiz.took back phy common test paper today.and guess wat?i got 9.5 out of 45.haiz.and a few days back took back my maths test and got 6 out of 30.this is really bad....im feeling really demoralized and hopeless.wat's happening to me?am i becoming more stupid?sigh...i dunno wat to expect for my mid-years but i guess i dun have to expect much.it's not lyk i din study for the tests lor.i studied leh!!!and this is the results i get so wat's the point of studying...haiz =(

wah raoZ!was so angry jus now lor!becos of my stupid bro!!he played online games for 3 hours plus den still dun wanna stop.jus now i wanna go online den realized he went to hide the wires den i cannot on the comp!!!so angry!!!i tink he's getting more rebellious each day!

anyway i received a letter from world vision today abt the famine camp.my grp is cambodia A16.and it turned out kk sam and yew all diff grp as me...=(sobz sobz.which means i'll be stucked in a grp with nobody i noe.haiz.sad...

oh!today he finally pass me the bottle he promised to buy for me!!!hee...so happieZ!!=Dalthough it's not exactly the same as his(which i gave to him on valentine's) but it's also BLUE BLUE BLUE!!!haha!mine is the smaller version one.yah...gg to use it tmr!!!den i can go show off to everybody!!haha.i'm being dumb!!

finally finished the gp assignment today.me jenny sam and nana were in the comp lab doing it.pL went home after skool cos she's very sick...so poor thing leh she.whole day like wu jin da cai.hope she'll get well soon!den in the comp lab dat jenny asked me for my blog address.she wanted to comment actually but i kept peeping which made her really irritated.wahaha!in the end she only comment for one entry which is the first one.den she said she'll comment all my entries but until now...still dat only one.mus be busy chatting with her mr tan online la.hahaha!=p

oh!almost forgot!today after i reached home went to make something for kk leh...spent almost 2 hours worz and with the help of my dearest ah ma.haha!tmr can give it to her cos she's gg to skool!hope she wun xian qi wat i'm gg to give her la.haha!eh...cant tink of wat to write le.that's all la!

heyhey!din have a chance to blog ytd cos almost not at home the whole day.went for the BIG WALK ytd morning wor!!!haha!was quite fun but den walk until my legs gonna break.den today muscle ache liao.haha!supposed to walk 10km but then we cheated...haha!we only walk for 5km den we went suntec to eat mac breakfast!but 5km still quite long leh.bu yao xiao kan 5km wor.we were sooooo hungry during our walk.haha.oh..haven mention who i went with.kk pL and yewboon!haha!mac was packed with all the funwalkers den we take away to the food court eat cos alot of the stalls haven open.we went walking ard at suntec after waiting till 11am for the shops to open.haha!!!oh!!!and i bought a 37degree skirt lehz!!so happiez!the skirt so nice and blue lor!cos it's on promotion den only $15!wahaha!me kk and pL went orchard after that.den i bought 2 pairs of socks!one is really pinky and the other was abit red cos i want to match my shoes.haha!anyway was so contented after shopping!hee!thanks to pL and kk for accompanying me!=D

ytd went to my cousin's new hse also.and she treated us KFC!ate until so full...wahaha!her hse quite small compared to ours though still the same 3-room flat.anyway she sent me her wedding photos den very nice leh!!so xian mu...haha!!

today i stayed home to do my tut wor.so guai rite?completed soil tut.so sianz.i wonder how am i gg to spend the hols.i dun wan hols!!!i dun wan!!!cos hols cannot get to see somebody....haiz...

all right..that's all for today..gg to sleep le.tmr got the sciesta!haiz.not abit excited abt it!haha!

was so nan guo ytd...sigh...i finally realized wat is wrong...haiz..guessed i should wake up and get this over and done with.there's no point keep thinking that he would send me a msg or give me a call cos it's not gg to happen.im so stupid.haiz.i dun tink im gg anywhere unless i cheer up and stop thinking abt it.although it's really difficult but i tink there's no turning back anymore.i just have to move on with life like someone said.i believe maybe we'll really be better off like this.but i guess it's normal to miss him sometimes huh?haiz.too bad i cant hate him.if not maybe things will be much easier for me?ha.i dunno...but it's quite comforting knowing he's still a friend and we will still talk sometimes when we see each other.although it's just a short hello and bye or just a smile i tink it's enough.haha.that's all im gg to write today.maybe i'll blog later tonight.=)

today is not a happy day becos tmr is friday...why friday is not a happy day??becos friday after the seminar i still have to stay back for cca...........sobz sobz=( imagine everybody is dismissed at 1210pm and happily gg out den im stucked in skool to prepare for the stupid sciesta!!!arghhhhh!!!sucks!!me and serene intended to pon but den they said there will be one last briefing which is VERY important lehz.we have no choice but to go lor.haiz.sianz.ni shi bu neng liao jie wo men shi you duo mo de bu yuan yi.somemore serene said friday is her shopping day.haha!dunno why she likes shopping so much.ha!=D

this morning we had the worst GP lesson ever!haha..sounds so exaggerating hor.anyway, mr greg came in his morning and was looking forward to our presentation on religion.my grp in fact haven even started preparing yet so we were like praying da he wun ask our grp to go first.BUT unfortunately...he actually asked us to start first cos the qns we are supposed to do are fundamental and without understanding them first, he insisted dat we cannot proceed to the other grps.so,when sam(the brave one!)told him dat we haven done anything yet,he.....well he din explode la.haha.he jus sort of ''lectured'' us and walked out of the class.we din have any lesson in the end.feeling guilty,we girls went to the comp lab to do our research lo.and half of the class end up in the comp lab when the others joined us.after an hour yingru,zuhui and robson requested the class to gather as they have something impt to discuss with the class.yingru started his speech.he said that mr greg is really a nice guy and we should not abuse the fact dat he likes our class.also he said our class should wake up cos the 'A's is like less than 6 mths away.blah blah blah.forgot wat he said le..too much le..zuhui,the irritating one was next to give his speech.once he stood up,we girls felt nothing good is gg to come out from his mouth.and indeed,once he OPENED his mouth to speak,the tone of his voice and his attitude,i guessed,caused the class to have an urge to throw rubbish at him!!he talked as though he was holding some rallies,thinking dat he is a leader.yuckz!the way he spoke was so different from yingru's lo.haha.our GP lesson so interesting hor?

hmm..ytd went out with kk pL and jenny to bugis.cos kk wanna buy an addidas bag she likes alot but after shopping around at suntec and bugis she still couldnt find the bag.haha..she has no fate with the bag la.haha.

oh!i gg the BIG WALK this sunday wor!!actually dun wanna go wan but dat chu said they need 5 ppl in order to fill up the form to sign up.so i anything lo.den sunday must SO early wake up leh.haha.but sound like a big event.like gg to be very fun!haha!den the tee-shirt is abit pink.den today i was at the lib with yewboon and he said so excited gg the big walk den can wear the shirt.but he said on that day chu sure beat him wan cos she dun like guys wear pink.haha.tmr is our career seminar.looking forward to see the JC2s who's wearing formally.haha.

AHH!!i hate AP & GP!!!i dunno how to do the maths revision questions!!sigh..........feeling abit sad right now listening to some songs...have an urge to cry but dun tink i can...guessed my tears are all dried up already...sigh.wat's the point anyway.i felt totally hopeless...

went to cut my hair jus now.have been wanting to do so for weeks but keep changing my mind.so..today i finally went to cut.ha.well...tink there isnt a big change except dat my fringe is err...quite short la.haha.anyway,din go for cip today.suppose to go out with kk but was raining so felt abit lazy to go out le.sian.i took the maths test today and it was badly done i tink.i only did one full qn and a few parts of the other 2 qns.dun tink i did enough to pass.sigh.tink i'll flunk both my maths and physics.dead.mid-year is coming soon.sigh.exams again.dunno how am i gg to live through this june hols.haiz...so many things jus happened in a blink of an eye and i haven really get used to it yet.so tell me how am i gg to concentrate like this?sigh.

When You Say Nothing At All - Ronan Keating

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud (oh…)
But when you hold me near (oh, hold me near)
You drown out the crowd (drown out crowd)
Try as they may, they can never defy
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face let me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all…oh

Oh, the smile on your face let's I know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

You say it best, when you say nothing at all
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(The smile on your face)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(The truth in your eyes)
(The touch of your hand)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(Let me know that you need me)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)

so tired..haha..seems like i'll nv be not tired huh?anyway today skool was quite short lo.this morning rained so heavily wor!i was so worried my umbrella will fly off cos the wind was quite strong.haha.but it didnt la.reached skool quite late le jus on the dot.alot of ppl were late also lo.so nvm.haha.

serene cut her hair wor!her fringe look abit funny.haha.but quite ok la nv change alot lo.when she told me ytd i imagined dat she cut until quite short.but nv la.today all lessons and lectures was quite quiet without chu.felt abit weird nv hear her cheery voice.haha.but she came back to eat lunch with us today cos she needs to hand in the withdrawal form to mr wong.she was so 'A' cos she wore home clothes and from head to toe -red.haha.tink almost everybody noticed her lo.

oh!i need to take the maths test tmr during common lunch cos i was absent last thur.haven study yet.den need to finish up maths tut. soon cos hengheng is gg through so fast.he finished 7 questions of binomial today lo.and i haven even started yet.shit.haha.all right..dun feel like writing liao..gg to study and do maths le.hohoho!!!heehee!!=D

dun have a chance to blog ytd cos bro was playing some stupid games.he had been occupying the com for long hours these few days tinking his exams is over but in actual fact he still has one more paper on tues.anyway,i gave up waiting after 1045pm ytd and went to sleep.

went to do cip ytd morning with kk.well,we did the same stuff again-the ladybirds -_-.so boring but i guess we will have to complete everything for ms yip first before we can do other stuffs.quite many sec students went to do cip ytd.the librarians were all so busy.i dun understand why sec students need to clock so many cip hrs.moreover they are mostly from girls' skools.anyway we completed two and half hrs and went for lunch with jenny.

college day was so very boring and i mean really BORING.sian.first was mrs ho's extremely long opening speech,boasting abt all our skool's achievements.and can u believe it?she talked for almost an hour!!and we realized her chinese pronounciation was not dat perfect also.oops!im being mean.then followed by two more speeches by the skool's management committee and lastly the guest-of-honour.then,the prize presentation.my ou xiang was there to receive a prize for most contribution for cca i tink.ya.i clapped very loud for him wor!!haha.but so sad i missed the match he played=(.and of cos i will not forget to mention abt YOU la.someone also quite li hai la.went up the stage twice den i had no choice but to clap twice also lo=p.hmm..he got one scholarship award and one best performance in subject(econs).no bad wor.

after the whole event ended,i went for dinner with jenny kk sam pL james yewboon and tionghwee at cineleisure.orchard was packed with ppl on a saturday night.we went to heeren and guess wat?kk saw her aj shuai guy leh!!!so paiseh lo..she so excited and high and was making a commotion.somemore she forced us to follow him and his fren.asked jenny to take photo of him and it was so obvious.and of cos his fren realized and they both turned and look at us den we were like errr...so paiseh and dui lian lo.haha.anyway we wanted to take neoprints initially but i guessed jenny was abit tired and fed up with ppl who kept cutting our queue.so in the end we went off.intented to go far east but most of us was quite tired so we went taka and home after.

was exhausted when i reached home.haiz.thought we could eat dinner together after college day but we din have a chance to eventhough it was the last chance.sigh.

today.sunday.feeling not very well and not very happy.been sick for the past few days.first was sorethroat flu and slight fever on wed and thur.went to see a chinese doctor.finished the medicine but not well yet.now having cough and nose blocks.almost coughed my lungs out this morning.just couldnt get all the flem(i dunno how to spell) out.sorry being abit gross here.anyway felt so xin ku.tried to do my tutorials but failed as i went into a daze even before i complete one question.wondering wat you are doing.whether you are enjoying the time without my company.sigh.sometimes letting go is not so easily said than done.maybe it depends on how the person handles things.for me.now.i just cant bring myself to do it.i just...cant.im not sure whether i can.maybe one day but i dun wanna tink abt it now.anyway,maybe this would not have happened so quickly if it's not for me.perhaps it's all my fault.sigh.now im gg to search for some motivation so that i can get things done.haiz.

*for those who do not know wat's gg on,i hope u wun ask me wat really happened.i wun entertain u.

feeling sick right now...dun feel lyk doing anything..haiz~maybe was overly excited during today's vbaLL match.haiz~reminds me of wat happened aft the girls' match.well...i pissed somebody off real bad cos of my stubborness.haiz.after he walked off den i decided dat i should go home.BUT...too late...he's totally PISSED off.well..i was abit or should i say very pissed after dat when he didnt wan to go home when i said i wanted to.i was alone and i mean only ME one NYJCian waiting at the bus-stop while the others are cheering away for the guy's match.of cos there are other ppl..lyk those JJCian.i purposely missed one bus 88 msging him hoping he would come out but NO he didnt.guessed i really pissed him off.so in the end i went home alone.sad huh?but i doubt he cares anyway.was so angry on my journey home cos abit bu shuang dat i listened to him and left the hall but in the end he din accompany home or at least take the same bus as me.i dunno whether i have made things worse by rejecting and not answering his calls on my way home.guessed i have.but i was tinking so wat if i answer?i'll end up being bombasted by him so i decided i should not answer.i'm jus dat stubborn la.know dat it'll make things worse but still insist in continuing my action.haiz.tink he'll ignored me for the rest of the week le.sigh.
anyway..dunno whether i'm down with fever.feeling abit feverish.sigh.jus tinking of spa and test jus makes me feel worse...god help me!i'm so stressed!
oh ya...this week is ending soon..which also means kk is leaving soon!!!she's gg poly and it was so sudden that i dunno whether i should believe it anot.she has been a really nice and talkative friend.talkative can mean she is the right person to go to when u have troubles and can also mean that she sometimes talk too much=P.i tink our class will be more still and quiet without her le.cos she's always saying hello to everybody and is always in high spirits which often tends to influence others.but we all respect her decision la though abit she bu de lo.i tink one should go ahead and do wat she thinks is best for her lo.will miss her alot i must say.but i believe we still have the chance to meet up sometimes to update each other on wat's happening in our lives.wanna thank her for all the care and concern she'd shown for me when i'm down and also thank her for accompanying me to do cip @ tplib this yr though she had aleady completed her hours.but i really treasure each and every time we went to do cip leh.and through this i've also come to know more about her.lian rong bao!!!haha!goreng pisang!!hee!lastly...here's a song dedicated to my dearest friend.....kk aka CHU!i noe not graduation la but den..ya..haha =)

Graduation (friends Forever)
********************************************************
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And i keep thinking of that night in juneI didn't know much of love
But it came too soon and there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? can we make it somehow?
I guess i thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when i leave this town
I keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever(x3)

konglon9.3rd Febber.aquarius.



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