had my first maths tutorial today.

the tutor told us his name is "X".i mean really "X",i'm not trying to hide his identity intentionally.lolx.i tink he's thai.he speaks in an ascent which i tink is really FARnie!no offence okz.
"P is a wherable so must kipit constent.so we differenshiate d we over d T." which is suppose to mean "P is a variable so must keep it constant.so we differentiate dV over dT."

lolx.

de way he looks also very comical la!i tink he rebonded his hair or something.they're so straight and he has to sweep them aside whenever he bends his head cos the hair jus sway to any direction his head moves.lol.

den den den...another tutorial today really shucks!my GEK1505 living with mathematics.i really regret bidding for this module la!we have to study like reasoning and logic,AP & GP,sets and dunno whateva shit.and i'm WORST at these kind of topics!i remember screwing up all my AP & GP qns in JC!it's back to HAUNT me again!!!darn.

moreover,the lecturer and tutor totally sucks!both of them talked in the same manner-monotone.the tutor today came into the class and started on the tutorial without even introducing himself.-__- i felt like packing my stuffs and walk out of the class after he went through the first qn.he jus mumbled all the way and i dun tink he answered any of the tut qns lor!i bet everyone else in the class are as blur as i am.

haiz.

i tink i'm gg to do very badly this sem.

why am i happy knowing dat u're still around?seeing ur name appearing under "watermelons" although we almost never talk.well it used to be under "apples" but i decided to downgrade it.haha.

would i be sad when u leave?definitely...yes.but would u care?i guessed...no?counting down...less than a month...

why the hell am i tinking about all this now?cos i'm too bored and when i am,my mind wonders...

yes.

one week without my lappy.no msn.no internet.nobody to chat with.from mon to fri after lectures i went back to hostel and stoned with my radio on.yes i really did spaced out.jus lay on my bed and stared at the tree outside de window.i tink i dozed off on days when there's 3 straight lectures.den went for dinner at 630pm.on days when i decided not to stone,i'll end up reading my notes and attempting to do my tutorials.i did dat at night for the past one week before i went to sleep.ha.life's so dead...u may wonder how come i didnt go for supper with my frens and go their rooms to chill out.answer is i'm too lazy to get out of my room.haha.but i joined in the inter-block games to play badminton and handball though.but it's still too early for bed after i returned to my room.

the chem lectures on modern chemistry really sucks.the lecturer is covering on the physics topic now.quantization,de broglie equation,wavelength,schrodinger equation,hamiltonian function,and blah blah blah.the first few terms mentioned may sound familiar BUT the things he's teaching now is different!i dun remember seeing them in any of the physics notes from JC.i really catch no ball during his lecture la.and so...when i attempted the tutorial i got stuck at the first question already!i tot jus sub in the numbers and voala! u'll get the answer!BUT i keep getting de number zero for part a,b and c!so strange!i didnt sub the wrong figures alrite.i'm sure i sub the right ones.so i gave up.it's not i dun wanna do okiez...i really dunno how to do.

maths was ok.at least there's something familiar - differentiation!but most of the examples in the notes are from physical chemistry(some topics which require calculations like pV=nRT.).oh,i tink we're lagging behind cos according to the lecturer,he's suppose to finish the whole chapter by the second week and last week was the second week.he's still very far from the last page of the notes which consists of 48pages!ok...he's only half way through la.i tink he needs a month lor.CONGRATS!lolx!

for inorganic chem,we need to noe the whole PERIODIC TABLE!yes,ALL,including the transition metals below!the stupid lecturer said he wun give us a periodic table during tests,quizzes and exams!siao rite?!and there's a quiz coming in 2 weeks' time.how am i going to memorize the whole table!URGH!the lecturer sucks for another reason.dun ever tink of going to ask him any questions about things u dun understand during lecture.he'll answer in a really unreluctant way like hinting us dat "hey u're suppose to noe all these by now".so irritating.

there's a formal dinner in my hall in 2 weeks' time.we're suppose to go find a senior from our block and of the opp sex to go to the dinner with us la!so S.T.U.P.I.D.!i dun even noe ONE from my block lo.in exact,i haven even SEEN one la!i was hoping the dinner will be on friday den i can jus give excuses like i have my SS lecture from 6-8pm.i really do have but it's not every week.BUT it die die has to be on MONDAY!i'm not trying to be anti-social la but den helloooo how do u expect me to go knocking on the doors of the guy seniors and ask them if they can be my partner for the dinner??!!NO WAY!i rather DIE!the dinner is not very grand also la.it's going to be held in the dining hall lor.diao ritez?why make it sound like it's gonna be so grand FORMAL HALL DINNER.HA!i'm not gg to look for any seniors like a desperate freshie girl looking for a partner to EAT with her la.the most last minute tell them i really dunno any or couldnt "find" lo.i dun tink i'll be the only one doing this.hehe.


this is wat happen when im too bored...



my timetable

A Friend... is a tissue when you can't stop crying
A Friend... is a shoulder when you feel like dying
A Friend...always listens when you have something to say
A Friend... is a week when you need a day
A Friend... is a crutch when you have a broken heart
A Friend... is some glue when everything falls apart
A Friend... is a sun when the rain just won't stop
A Friend... is your mom when you run into a cop
A Friend... is a phone call when you can't leave your home
A Friend... is a hand when you feel all alone
A Friend... is a wing if you want to fly
A Friend...understands without knowing why
A Friend... is an ear for a secret to tell
A Friend... is an aspirin when your head hurts like hell
A Friend... is a love that can never let go
A Friend... is YOU,and i wanted you to know in case you forgot about me!

it has been barely a week since sch starts and i'm missing 04S6C already...*sad face* i want back those days when we went to tutorials,lectures and canteen together la!not like now...everybody has their own cliques and it's HARD finding someone who takes exactly the same modules as u!well...i haven la.there are one or two taking the same core and elective as me though.i guessed it's part of the vicious cycle.when we went to jc,we missed our sec sch life.and now when we start Uni,we missed jc life.i bet next time when we graduate and go out to work,we'll probably miss SCHOOLING days altogether!

i jus realized today dat i have MANY hi-and-byeee friends around in campus.most of them i know them during hall orientation.we noe each other but no,we wun stop to talk and laugh when we see each other.jus a wave or a smile.and they're mostly PRCs.=X but they're nice ppl la i must say.they sometimes will ask quite funny qns de (funny cos i tink it's stupid!lolx!=X).by the way,i tink those freshies shortlisted for the pageant thingy all cannot make it la!i went to check the voting and those dat i tot was quite ok didnt get the most votes lor.nus students must have stamps TA! on their naked eyes.*shake head* ask sam.she had seen their posters hanging ard school.i haven seen any eye-candies!seriously,are there any in nus???maybe other facs but in sci,nonononononono!!so sad ritez...one day shall go take a look in engineering fac!muahaha!=P

still racking my brain on wat to buy...*scratch scratch* maybe will go shop shop with dear bestie during one of the weekends within this 2 weeks when tutorials haven start.heh...

i'm drawing a line.

i'm not going to allow myself to even get a step over it.

no chance.

jus frens will do.

it's time for a change.

everything shall start afresh.

there's no turning back.

...HIM!!!>>>

He's so cute and shuai ritez??!!hurhurhur~~!^^
He's starring in the korean show "Save the last dance for me" every mon and tue 7pm!i LURVE the show but i dun have time to watch it!!!so who has the VCDs PUHHH-lease lend me Kz!!!i practically love all the songs played in this show cos they're all so romantic and of cos NICE!the songs have abit of sadness in them though.each time i hear them i'll feel abit of ache inside me.But i still love the songs!hee...esp the theme song "Give My Love".i'm obsessed with it!there's 2 version to it - eng and korean.i feel dat the korean ver is nicer =).

i got the 2 modules i bidded ytd.wasnt at all happie dat i got them cos those arent modules i would wanna take unless left with no choice.and yes i was left with no choice!so now i dun have any free day at all!have lessons from mon to fri and the most sucky thing is i have lecture on fri from 6-8pm!isnt dat G-R-E-A-T?!my timetable sucks la!!!other ppl have at least one free day to slack but NOT me!i'm already feeling stressed even before sem starts...downloaded the lecture notes ytd and i kind of browsed through the first few pages.i cant bear to continue with the full lecture notes after seeing photoelectric effect,atomic quantization.it's physics isnt it?!!!den why is it in a chem lecture notes??OH MY GOODNESS LA!

met up with sam and jen ytd to do some shopping.they were already shagged after one week of lessons.i tink i'll be in their shoes soon.VERY soon.and i might be even worse off than them considering dat i wun have break for lunch for 2 days a week.= so guys,if u dun hear from me for a while u'll noe wat happen.haha!okok...touch wood touch wood!=X

went to catch Ant Bully with zue today.the movie wasnt very nice.i thought it was quite boring actually but if u wan to kill time u can choose to watch it.the animation is quite good.

i received a msg from my bes fren this morning.she asked me a qn which took me by surprise.alright,i havent really been frank with her the other day when i asked her abt some stuffs.and the reason i dun wanna tell the truth is becos i wanted to avoid questions.although both of us are bes frens since sec sch,i feel dat we dun share a lot of our thoughts and troubles.we havent quarrel before and i tink it's becos both of us jus dun wanna voice out our unhappiness with each other when there are sometimes.well,for her she gets to pour all her troubles and worries on her dardar.as for me,i'll only share when i find dat i cant suppress them inside any longer.or in circumstances when i'm being interrogated,then will i say out wat has been going through my mind.i find it hard confiding to people becos i'm afraid of how they would tink of me.i sucked at consoling others as i'm afraid i might make the situation worse.Everyone thought bes frens are supposed to share everything - be it happy or sad.However,in my case,i feel dat we mostly share the happie things.And she's always the one who does the talking.sometimes i jus hate it when she cuts me off right in the middle of my sentences!afterwhich,i'm jus too annoyed to continue on wat i was saying or i'll most probably have forgotten wat i wanted to say.aha!dat's me alright.

oh,have i mention abt my lovely timetable?no?alright.my elective modules havent been confirm yet.will only noe the results of the bidding tonight at 11pm.i'm taking 3 core modules,1 elective module and Singapore studies this semester.the elective module,aka GEM,dat i bidded for has exceeded its quota and the min bidding pt has gone up to 400pts i tink!and i only have like 400++ pts to use!also,becos of my LOVELY timetable,a lot of modules which i'm interested in clashes with the core lectures!so...there aint much choices left for me if i didnt get dat module i bidded.and i tell u the chances of me getting is like....zero?a BIG FAT zer000!i hate the CORS!!!why cant they jus fix us a nice timetable?Grrr...i tink i'm really in deep shit now cos i dunno which elective module to bid for now dat i have limited choices!and i dun wanna schedule any lesson on friday cos it's suppose to be a FREE day!on mon,i have 3 straight lectures from 10-4pm.then on wed,2 lect from 12-4pm.on thur,there's a 3hr practical(provided i got a successful bid for dat session) followed by a 2hr chem lecture!i dun tink i'll get to lunch on these 3 days.*pout* i tink i need to throw some snacks in my bag in case i faint from hunger during lectures!(T_T)(_ _''')

still feeling abit listless after so many hours of sleep ytd.i tink my eyebags are getting DARKER and BIGGER!ARGHH!it's UGLY!!!no matter how much of i sleep i get,they jus wouldnt go away.maybe i should try sleeping at 10pm everyday from now.But i usually dun keep my words.ha!

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