Gone~
Sunday, July 30, 2006 |3:40:00 PM
will be gg to my hostel later.staying for a week for orientation.sigh~i'm gonna miss home badly...
dun tink i'm selected for the science orientation.knew i wasnt dat lucky anw.so will be back after a week.=)
till then!
Buaizbuaiz~~
p.s. meanwhile u guys can flood my tag board.hurhurhur!=P
crazy blue
|12:45:00 AM
i am hanging on to every word you say
and even if you don't want to speak
that's alright, alright with me
because i want nothing more than to
lie down beside you and listen to your breathing
that's where i want to be and
meanwhile silently hoping dawn would never break...
i think i'm crazy
Wondering,what in the world have i done?
each and everytime
i can't resist
i think i'm crazy
crazy for trying
crazy for loving...
KE VII
Thursday, July 27, 2006 |4:31:00 PM
24.07.06 Monday
checked in to my hall.King Edward VII.single room so no PRC scholar!(jen,dun be disappointed~!=P) However,the room on my right is a double room.tink those 2 girls are PRC scholars.the one on my left is still empty.a study table which is quite big and with many shelves!a bed and a wardrobe!tell u wat!the wardrobe is really BIG,for me la maybe cos i dun have a wardrobe of my own!i tink i can bring ALL of my clothes and there's still space.muahaha!but i'm not gg to stay there like FOREVER la...i'm not crazy enough to bring all my clothes there.ha...
most of my hall ppl are from medicine,science and pharmacy.those guys i saw,mostly seniors i suppose,all cannot make it de...-___- disappointed~ haha!=P met shi ting and yueting!they will be living in the same hall as me BUT DEN different blocks.i'm at B block and they're both at G.sigh~
stayed over dat day and went back the next morning.can't wait to go back.i miss my bed and air-con in my room terribly and it's jus one night!=( somemore there arent any activities dat day and it was super boring at night after dinner.was stoning in my room after a shower which i tot was creepy.it's scary taking a shower ALONE in the toilet...so eerie lor!maybe i'm jus paranoid but i kept imagined dat someone will jump in from the opening near the ceiling and tinking wat will i do if a snake comes crawling out from the hole where all the water flows to the drain.=S i admit i was scared can!at dat point of time,if i hear anyone coming in,i tink i'll FREAKED OUT!den back in my room,after i off the lights and got ready to sleep,i allow my imagination to run wild again.haha!this is so embarassing!so u can see why i cant wait to get home the next day.hurhur~
i signed up for the Science Orientation Week(SOW).but den they sent me an email saying dat the response is too overwhelming and they need to do balloting to fill up the vacancies.i tink my chance is 0.00000000000001% lor.i went for the briefing today and to hand up my registration form.i believe this orientation will be lots more FUN compared to my hall one la.nevertheless,i still signed up for my hall de since my chance of being chosen in the ballot is soooooooo very small.urgh~!so dumb!why cant they jus take in more!there are like how many hundreds of science freshies and they only take in 320!!!so niao de!!bleah!!saw marie xueli weiqi qiuling and xueyi(she smiled at me so i have to put her name down as well..-_-) at the LT during the briefing.
have u ever encounter a situation when u knew someone but u jus couldnt recall wat's her name?she was late and by the time she came in the LT everyone's already seated.she saw me and i keep staring at her cos she looks so very familiar!she came over and sit beside me.den she asked "u're sinyee rite?".i nodded but the thing is i dun remember her name!!!i noe i've seen her around in nanyang but i jus cannot recall leh.i stunned for a while and told her i really cant remb her name.so paisehz la!!!she said nvm and smiled.but i was expecting her to tell me her NAME!!!she didnt!!=S=S=S we exchanged a few sentences during the briefing and suddenly,it all come to me!i turned and told her "i remb le!u're qiuling!".LOLx!i remb in my first 3 mths,she and serene came to nanyang to crash one of the lectures.after release of 'O' lvl results,she came to nanyang.ha...so malu~and this is not the first time i encounter such situation.everytime i saw someone i noe and dat someone noes me too,it always turns out they can remb my name and i cant remb theirs'.and the prob why i cant remb theirs' is becos we only exchanged smiles each time we saw each other in sch.and their names are not registered in my head yet.haha!i'm super blur sometimes please understand.hehe...=P BUT dun worry guys!i wun forget U,U,U and U de!U should noe who u are.=)
de next 2 weeks is gg to be a busy week!hopefully i can join SOW 2006!!!pray for me!haha!
waiting for nothing to happen
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 |12:39:00 AM
why do people wait?wait for the right time the right opportunity?things dun happen by themselves.u've got to make things happen!
why hesitate so much?why ponder over so many questions and in the end u end up doing nothing?wat's wrong with jus going ahead to do things without thinking of the consequences?i tot dat's wat following the heart meant.perhaps i'm jus too stubborn and naive to think dat it is okay to do anything i wan.and i was happily hoping dat the person wun mind.
i have this bad habit of reading past entries.i jus wanna numb and surprise myself cos each time i read them,different thoughts and feelings surged through me and i find dat really amazing.i suppose when one grows,his/her mindsets changes as well and she sees things from a different perspective.i wonder how would i react one day,when i turn 60,upon reading all the entries dat i have.and have my grandchildren read them too.haha...
i wonder when does this blogging thingy started.do people blog jus to tell their lives and share their thoughts?why not share with someone face-to-face?why take the trouble to type out word by word on how u feel and wat u do?i guessed dat shows many people are jus putting on a strong front.they wanted people to care and ask questions but they were too afraid to show it.but have they wonder how people will feel when they read them?will readers find them boring?will they be agitated?will they tink they're jus trying to gain sympathy?are they trying to make readers related to them feel guilty for whatever they'd done?
Reminisced
Monday, July 17, 2006 |9:29:00 PM
today,i went to collect my 'O' lvl Chinese cert which was taken in year 2002.cos we took higher chinese so during sec 3 need to take the normal chinese 'O' lvl.BUT DEN nobody in my class was informed dat the certs were ready for collection so nobody went to collect till this year!i tink maybe de chinese course in Uni requires the cert ba.anw,me and bes fren went to the general office and told the admin lady we're there to collect our cert.she wasnt very nice and polite.are all administrative staffs so UNfriendly and cold?cos i remb the uncle at nyjc also not very nice when i went with jen to collect our cert.hmm...whatever~ den when i was about to sign the thingy to prove dat i've taken the cert,a very familiar voice behind me asked "wat's ur name huh?".i turned and saw mr aubury ong,de discipline master!i told him and surprisingly he still remembers me!haha!well,he's well-known for his very good memory.he remembers every ONE of his students' names,and i mean ALL!but the thing is i haven stepped into the school for like 2years+++.haha!and so he asked which jc i went,which Uni i gg,wat course i taking and blah.he didnt even noticed my bes fren who was beside me la!he even tot she's jus a fren of mine which is not from amkss!he was shocked to find out she actually was in the same class as me!he totally couldnt recall who she is la!but i admit my bes fren did change ALOT since sec sch.haha!so not surprising people dun recognise her now.maybe mr ong still rembs me cos i haven change abit.dat's BAD!sigh!or maybe he rembs me cos of someone who is quite "popular" THEN and being the one who's always spotted with dat someone allows me to share dat "popularity"?perhaps...so many things happened then.cant stop myself from reminiscing those days,afterall it has been quite some time since i've stepped into the school.
me and bestie went to suntec to shop for prezzies for her anniversary.marina square is really COLD!was shivering on our way to the exit.Brrr....
jus random
Sunday, July 16, 2006 |11:56:00 PM
( A girl talking to her BF by the roadside)
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No...
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really...
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: Nope
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: Hell No...
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: Of coz no...
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: What would you choose: your life...or me?
Boy: I choose My Life
The girl runs away with such shock and pain in her heart but the boy run after her and shouted loudly.
"The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left me.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE My Life.
i tink dat's sweet.hurhur.but it's superficial in real life.and i tot when de girl ran away,she'll be run down by a car.den dat guy will be strickened with guilt for LIFE!oops!=X haha.jus random thoughts ya?heex.
Last day @ work - 14 Jul 2006
Saturday, July 15, 2006 |7:36:00 PM
Ytd was my last day.was too tired to blog cos it's already 10+ when i got home.have alot of gan3 chu4 which i cant express them in words here.and i dunno where to start.many bits and pieces which i have to put tgt in my head.
let's start in the morning.
i came into office carrying the paper bag with the cards and small gifts for my colleagues.everything was as per normal.i went down to 17th floor to collect the mails and shun bian pass Mary the card i've made for her.i've placed it in a recycled envelope which is meant for internal mailing.she asked me wat was it and i jus pretended it's the normal medical claims which was to be passed to her.hehe!and,i saw a big round BLUE balloon with "happy birthday" written on it,on mary's table,tgt with a really nice bouquet of rochers chocolates and a cake!well,obviously it wasnt meant for me la.it's for my boss,stephen.his bday is today and alice went to order all those to give him a surprise.the most lame thing is she asked the person to sign off as "secret admirer"!DAT is so uncreative can!Lolx!he's a father of 3 already lor.anw,he went down to collect personally after mary called his line telling him there's something for him.haha!during the time when he was downstairs,hazel asked me whether i will like my future boyfriend or husband to give dat kind of surprise for me wor.i was stunned.haha!i dun mind actually!hehe!but please leave the "secret admirer" part OUT!i tink it's stupid!haha!ok.when my boss came in with the stuffs,it was soooo FARNIE!he was blushing and i tot the blood vessels in his face are going to burst any minute!!!he was trying hard to hide the balloon but it was so very obvious dat no matter how he hides it,i tink people sitting near the pantry are still able to get their eyes on it!LOLx!
Lunchtime!
it was drizzling then so we went to KeyPoint.Ate xia1 mian4.nothing special.on our way back,me and my cousin snapped photos of the concourse building!my cousin helped me to take pics of me standing under dat towering building!we were snapping and snapping all the way back to the office!=P took at 17th floor with dat big "PANASONIC" logo,at the reception and with mary,in the conference room,in the lift as we go up & at my desk.i distributed the cards and gifts to them!everyone's reactions were "haiyo,so sweet of you","so thoughtful...","u made the card urself ah?very creative leh...",and of cos,many "thank U"s!really happy dat they like the stuffs i gave them =))!and i made them happy too!hehe!=D
Katty was on leave ytd but she came back at 5pm to cut the cake and for me to pass all the folders and files back to her.i tink the whole world noes dat it was my last day when i started clearing up my table.haha!was walking around putting things back in the storeroom.some of the colleagues was asking me "last day?so when does sch start?" and wishing me all the best and stuff.Veera was funny cos he actually tot i would be coming back to work after i graduate.hahaha!then when i went to the acounts department to pass some things,lilian asked "sinyee?how come u're still here?",haha.yeah,shouldnt be but was on mc last thur so end up my last day was ytd instead of thur.
anw,we cut the cake in the moon room (a meeting room actually) and my cam was put in good use again!the cake is superb,yummily delicious!!!cheese cake with chocolate cookies topping!!!*thumbs up* after much "haha","wah,heng hao chi hor!","boss,u better go find out who's ur secret admirer so dat she can give u these every year",we went out and got prepared to leave for dinner.before dat i took pics with baba san!!he's very cute lor,still asked me whether he can stand closer when we took the pic and asked to take a look at the pic after it was taken to see if it's nice.haha!no wonder people said japanese are nice and well-mannered people.=) he even shook my hand thanking me for my support and told me he's very happy to have me worked there for so long!*beamz*=)
dinner with stephen,alice,katty,hazel,waiwai and my cousin at the esplanade colours by the bay food centre.we bought fried hokkien mee,fried kway teow,stingrays,satays,chicken wings,da4 tou2(it's a clam-like thingy),prawn omelette,sotongs and a snail-like shells which i tried for the very 1st time in my 19 years of life!according to katty,it's called "gong gong" (like blur blur.haha!).
Really had a Great time ytd!=D =D
oh!forgot to mention!on thurs,agnes gave me a prezzie!!it's a winnie the pooh floor mat!so nice of her lor!i didnt expect anyone to give me anything wor!then ytd,mary gave me a necklace.the pendant is a shellshaped crystal!very shiny and nice!=D she's like a mother in the office to me la!always remind me to study hard and gives me advice on things.and she's a modern and pretty mum ok!u should see how she dresses everyday.haha!
Jen in reading:U noe dat indian guy who took the same lift down with us after work?de one who said he lives in braddell and was super shocked when he learned dat it was ur last day then?on tue,when i came into the office rite,i saw him coming in as well.den he asked "how's ur fren?"so...i told him u're happily sleeping @ home!wahaha!=P he also asked when's my last day.when i told him is this fri(which is ytd),he was as shocked as the other time lor!his expression was so FarNie!Lolx!!
i jus learned from senior through email dat u might get a single room instead cos the double rooms are mostly reserved by MOE for those PRC scholars!should i be glad?haha!less things to worry about!i'm checking in on the 24th jul.i wun be bringing in my laptop in so soon so wun hear from me for quite a while.=( hope the people there are fun and nice and the activities will be happening enough so dat i wun have the time to miss home.haha!i'll miss my bed and pooh pooh which i hug everyday before i sleep!Also,this means i only have one week left to slack,rot,play and shop!sigh!only one conclusion:time flies!
hope u guys din fall asleep halfway while reading this entry cos it's quite long.hurhur~!wanted to put all the fotos here!but on the other hand,i dun wan to put those with my face which equals none.haha!and if u noticed,i've never post fotos with my face here before!see my friendster ba!hehe!=P
should i?
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 |10:32:00 PM
should i cut my hair?been thinking abt it for days...looking at the hairstyle of people who pass by me and thinking if i were to cut, wat kind of hairstyle should i go for?or should i jus leave it to grow pass my shoulder cos it nv had a chance to?haha...u see...the last time i had my long hair,it was the length now and i cut it short!and it happened twice already.once in sec 4 and the last one in JC 2.well~
让我们自由
你不爱我了
我想我懂了
无奈的沉默 何时解脱
不知道是对是错
明明很爱你又不快乐
算了吧
就放开手让你自由 也让我自由
两个人在一起
是那么靠近
拥抱着却隔着最远的距离
你还在我心里
怎么可以
我却成为你的过去
两个人在一起 解不开问题
走下去却看见寂寞的表情
是你太爱自己
我的眼睛全都是 都是你 背影
Who are we?!
Sunday, July 09, 2006 |5:01:00 PM
WE ARE SINGAPOREANS!!!
Lolx!
*below are not meant for chu's reading!haha!*
The NDP full dress rehearsal 2006 was ytd!sam jen and i were there!there were alot alot of people!!!and from amk mrt i can tell who are those going to the ndp.noe why?cos suddenly there are alot of people dressed in red 'loitering' in the mrt station!haha!
The beginning was rather boring until the part when the parachuters start flying in!we 3 were like 'WAHHH!!!' like a bunch of sua gus!lolx!but the feeling of seeing them live at the stadium is totally different compared to viewing from the teevee at home!another exciting and nice part is the marching in!well,we only paid attention when the guards of honour start their march-in!!!so smart and neat and SHUAI!!!jen was going crazy over those commandoes with their red berets!called them 'hong mao'.Lolx!from AFAR,we ASSUMED dat the contingent of the commandoes is made up of tall,fit and shuai looking guys!haha!but jen said she wun mind if they're over 30!wahahaha!=P i tink the navy and air force also look smart in their uniforms!heh...Anyway,the "president" arrived.haha!we were wondering if the GOH will fire their rifles like on the actual day cos we thought it's jus rehearsal ma.but they DID!!!haha!and jen once again got into a state of frenzy.as for the "president",as usual,he inspected the GOH den took a tour round the stadium to wave to the audience.
After which is...wait let me recall.oh!the march past!i videoed it down!haha!den was the performance.eh...it was rather...sian?but the lightings were not bad,as well as the fireworks which pops a few times during the performance!i guessed everyone was excited only when they see the fireworks.some of them left even before the finale la!tsk tsk!they dun lurve singapore!haha!i tink the atmosphere still wasnt high enough.perhaps it'll be different on the actual day?
the whole show ended at 830.and we squeezed out of the crowd after like 10min?we wanted to go to suntec for dinner but we were so lost and most of the crowd are going to kallang mrt.we walked to the nearest bus-stop and decided to take bus 16 to suntec.we waited and waited...one bus came and went without even stopping cos it was FULL.we continued waiting...and hoping there'll be one 'hong mao' commando who walked out to his car so we can take a lift!hahaha!hungry and shagged...we waited for one more 16 and as expected,it was full as well.so we decided to walk to the mrt station.along the way,jus a few kilometres from the bus-stop we waited,we saw another bus-stop and bus 14 stopped there and i noe dat bus goes to suntec cos i took dat bus to work and it always passes by raffles city!so off we went to dat bus-stop and realized all the buses there goes to suntec!!!and it was so near the bus 16 bus stop lor!!!felt so cheated!!!we'll remember how to get out of the stadium ever since ytd!haha!anyone not sure ask US!hehe...
so hungry and tired...we managed to make it to Mac at suntec!and it was 930 plus?ONE hour after we came out of the stadium wor.relieved our legs finally can have some rest...
dat's all about ytd.
this morning i woke up and was feeling abit disturbed by the series of dreams i had ytd!yes a SERIES.and strangely,the same people kept reappearing in the dreams!i must say those were not people i would like to see.sigh...and i dun wanna admit but the dreams are very realistic.they are things i've been thinking through sometimes.well...guess i'm thinking too much and those dreams did scared me a little cos the people's reactions are totally shocking!=O
may i have sweet dreamz tonight!
Sick...=(
Thursday, July 06, 2006 |1:20:00 PM
ok...i'm suppose to be at work today but i am not.Had a terrible sore throat ytd (this is the first symptom) and i ate like 4 lozenges of strepsils but it wasnt effective at all.so went to see chinese doc and i got worse in the middle of night.my throat is so dry and painful dat i had to wake up twice to drink water.Urghh!it's getting better now but i kept sneezing since i woke up.I HATE FLU!!!=(( feeling so lethargic now...
i received an email dat informed me about my successful application for the hostel and details like when to pay the deposit and to check in and stuff.They have a 2-week orientation program to introduce us to the new environment.i wasnt even a little bit excited about it.my first reaction was 'huh...2 weeks?isit compulsory?'.haha.i'm not dat kind of enthu type who'll go 'yeah!so excited!wat will we do there?and BLAH BLAH...' -__- actually i am not very excited about starting school,stepping into a new environment and having to adapt,making new friends da da da...i jus hope the people i get to know there are highly active so dat they can influence me lor.haha.and most importantly...may there be many eye candies!Lolx!=X if not Uni life is going to be so dull and dead...(_ _)
PHA!
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 |9:32:00 PM
A Potentially Hazardous Asteroid has whizzed past Earth!!!I was horrified upon seeing the news!!!This asteroid,if it hits earth,will cause widespread destruction!!!AND...one of these kind of asteroids had hit Earth millions years ago and had wiped out all the DINOSAURS!!!OH MY GOD!!!My life is in jeopardy!!!I AM IN DANGER OF EXTINCTION!!!Here are the last words of the one and only dino who survived on earth till 2006...
"To my bestie,the oh-so-wonderful gals and friends who have crossed my path and left their footprints in my heart,THANKS for always being there for this poor konglong!I am full of gratitude and appreciation for whatever u've done for me,which includes risking ur precious lives to hang out with me and not worry dat i'll gobble u up!=P Really nice to have u all around and having to walk with me through my ups and downs during my path to extinction!!I REALLY(x3) LOVE YOU ALL LOTS AND LOTS!!MuuuackZ!=))"
haha...i am being lame BUT the asteroid thingy is for REAL okay!read it in straits times this morning.there REALLY is a PHA which whizzes past earth!i was tinking oh dear,now humans like us should start getting worried about how we're suppose to survive another century and dat is if mother nature enables us to.Life is really unpredictable and all the more we should make full use of it!
anyway anyway,time past rather quickly in office today.miraculously!haha!but i miss jenjen!i wan eat the bugis icecream!!so is hoping jenjen will be called back to work before my last day!hurhur~=P wore my new specs to work today and they said why am i making myself look even more like guai guai gal (_ _)'''.they said i look more like a xiao mei mei with the specs...=( haha!i still din noe isit good or bad to look younger!LOLx!=X They took turns to try on my specs somemore lor!BUT..it still looks BEST on ME!heehee...=D dat's wat they said okay...i'm jus quoting.=P one more thing.my cousin tot my da xiang(elephant) was a mouse cos it's grey...-_-
it's da xiang not lao shu!!!!haiyo!my da xiang must be so sad when he heard dat lor!haha...
alright...i should go off le...i shouldnt use the com for too long cos i've been staring at one for half a day already.absorbing too much of radiation is a nono to my skin and eyes!so...tataz~!
monday blues
Monday, July 03, 2006 |9:05:00 PM
黑白配 is very nice.i tink the lyrics are really sweet too.okay!i AM going to get fanfan's album very soon!hahahaz!
the chorus:
谁说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事
能够如此得绝对
曾经有人这样唱过
白天它不懂夜的黑
你却懂得我的美
钢琴也是黑白键
一样能弹出我对你
只有满满的感谢
也许黑永远不明白
在这个彩色的世界
有你我才会存在
lalala~...
this afternoon my colleague msged and asked me if i wan ndp tickets for this sat rehearsal!she has 2!haha!i kept thinking who i can go with.i asked chu and found out she has got 8 tickets wor!my gosh!so excited!so we are going together this sat together with sam n jen n...maybe..jus maybe...pL!chu is in charge of asking her!haha.we are shirking responsibility.oh well,so looking forward to see the fireworks!the last time i've been to the national stadium was during primary 5.haha.dat's long huh?
i've been busy with making the souvenirs for my colleagues the whole afternoon.=.= so hot!!!burning!!!in the study room!!!
sianz...tmr got to work.*yawnz* BUT,i'll be free after next fri!and 2 weeks will pass pretty fast i hope!
shopping spree...!
Sunday, July 02, 2006 |11:35:00 PM
this weekend was shopping spreeee!went out on both sat and sun!
sat went suntec and marina square with sam and jen.bought a pair of shorts at eBase at half the original price.den today went town with bestie!i bought a pair of shoes at mondo far east which i tink is cute.haha!went to topshop and saw a blouse which is at 20% off if we purchase two so...we got one each!i got the blue one and bestie got the red one!heh...happy shopping!oh!we took prints as well!i tink 500 yrs never take liao lor!!
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