Diary~♥

a job!at last!

Saturday, December 10, 2005 |12:43:00 AM

at last~!i've finally found a job!all thanks to my dearest cousin!=)
her company happens to need a temporary admin staff and she has helped me applied for it.it's now confirmed!yay!jus sent in my resume to the person in charge!will be able to start work next tue after everything is settled!so excited!i'll be able to work together with her!heehee!the working hours is quite reasonable la.everyday until 5pm.5-day per week.

finally i dun have to stay at home and rot le!cheers!LoLx!maybe working will help me get my mind off some things.jiayou ba!tomorrow will be a better day!

oh!im looking forward to my class chalet next week!gonna exchange christmas presents!it's gonna be fun!hee=D jingle bells.. jingle bells.. jingle all the way...haha!

*someone rejected my testimonial!ni gei wo ji zu!humpf!

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn...Is just to Love, and be Loved in return."

Friday, December 09, 2005 |12:12:00 AM

ONE DAY I'LL FLY AWAY - Nicole Kidman
I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again?

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your Love do for me?
When will Love be through with me?

Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming end

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly, fly away

THE SHOW MUST GO ON - Nicole Kidman & Jim Broadbent - Originally by Queen
Another hero, another mindless crime
Behind the curtain in the pantomime
On and on...
Does anybody know what we are living for?

Whatever happened, we leave it all to chance
Another heartache, another failed romance
On and on...
Does anybody know what we are living for?

The show must go on...The show must go on

Outside the dawn is breaking
On the stage that holds our final destiny
The show must go on. The show must go on

Inside my heart is breaking
My makeup may be flaking
But my smile still stays on
The show must go on...The show must go on

I'll top the bill...I'll earn the kill
I have to find the will to carry on
On with the...On with the...On with the show
The show must go on

maybe soon,i'll be okay?

Thursday, December 01, 2005 |12:18:00 AM

jus read jen's comment for my previous entry and dunno why tears jus welled up in my eyes.i din noe it was written on my face the whole time leh.guess i couldnt fake very well.but im jus very touched dat u guys din bring up anything abt him in front of me.i noe u all dun wanna see a sad sad konglong la.sometimes i really wanted to confide to one of u but i thought u all will feel awkward and wun noe how to react.i will if it's me whom u are telling me ur xin shi.moreover i dun tink it will make me happier to say things out.ya maybe i will feel more relieved jus for a short while but i'll start thinking again when im alone.im trying very hard to get over it but it's really very hard.one thing i have to say is dat i really feel very happy when im out with u all.u guys jus help to cheer me up with those crappings and stuffs.

by the way,i've got a job le.starting work on mon.this means lesser time to meet up with u all le.gonna miss u girls pretty much...

actually i was hoping i can still meet up with him once before i start work but jus received a bad news jus now.of cos it's bad to me only.so...too bad.jus feel very disappointed and...sad.how to differentiate whether one still likes u or not through his tone?i dunno but i jus have this voice inside telling me something.and im not ready to accept it.

i cant get to sleep.and it's past midnight.i need to kick the habit of waking up past noon everyday.