can'T be perfect
Saturday, January 26, 2008 |10:21:00 PM

Simple Plan - Perfect




时间问题
Friday, January 25, 2008 |9:05:00 PM

认识一个人的时间短是否代表跟那个人在一起为男女朋友的时间也会比较短呢?那如果一男和一女彼此认识很久了,是很好的朋友,在一起的话会奇怪吗?会长久吗?我想不到答案。

也许我的担心是多余的,但我还是很没有信心,不敢期望太高。可是,就是因为期望高所以才那么担心与害怕不是吗?真是矛盾。怎样才能够增加自己的信心呢?如果没有自信,别人更加不会对你有信心,对吧?

很想知道大家知道那件事后对我的看法。你们会不会问‘她是不是怕找不到男朋友?’ 问了自己这个问题,想了想,我并没有怕也没有去担心。我只知道我一向来都是跟着自己的心的方向走罢了。我相信缘分和命运。在一个人的生命里,将来会遇到的人与你已经遇过的人都已注定。曾经遇过的人也许会在你心里留下脚印,一些也许你会遗忘,但他们都在你生命里出现过。将来会遇到的人我们不知道会有谁,但是我相信都已命中注定了。




自己?
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 |10:06:00 PM

在一个朋友的部落格上看到的。

一个人有多少面?
让别人看见的是一面
不让人看见的是一面
没让人看见的是一面
想让人看见的是一面
可能还有连自己也不知道的那一面

做自己,
哪一个自己?
哪一个才是自己?

有时懂得太多也未必是件好事。好想自私一点,可是做不到。the "barrier" is still there...dun like this kind of feeling...really...but i noe it'll be there for quite some time...i'm quite tired...tired of having to deny...but for me is not dat bad i noe...it's trivial...i'm jus making a fuss out of all these things happening now...just thought,why cant everything be simple and naive like it used to happen before??why are things getting more complicated as we grow older??isit becos we tink too much into the future??不知道不知道不知道!

p.s. dun ask me anything....please...




first week = slack
Friday, January 18, 2008 |2:15:00 PM

ended my first week of lessons ytd! wahaha...so basically this week i only went to school twice...mon and thur! heehee...must be thinking i'm damn slack right...wahaha! like now..am slacking at home again..abit no mood to study..cos is a friday. it's the weekend!!! but thinking maybe i'll have some surprise quizzes next week..i think i better revise abit. this sem really stressful during lectures. cos most of the lecturers like to shoot people or give us surprises! although i like surprises..but not this kind can..bleah. so must try very very hard to focus during lectures..but den..usually tend to lose focus..cos dunno wat they talking about..haiz.

hmm...i tink there's a need to balance my life...among all things...

p.s. jenjen pL and sam if u girls happen to drop by my blog, pls leave a comment to tell me if u all are free on...lu ba's nu er's bday??? hehe...dun have to state my reason for asking this right? obvious...hope u girls are doing fine in ntu! (:




back to school......
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 |10:33:00 PM

school officially started ytd. but this week i only have 2 days of lessons! woohoo! hee...
ytd was a really long day for me. had a lecture at 8am. was late for it becos of stupid traffic jam. ended up i only entered the LT at 830am. not a good start for a new sem in a new year! after that was my first core lecture of the day. quite ok during the first one but in future will feel quite stressed cos the lecturer has a habit of pin-pointing students to answer his questions.i dun wan to be marked down by him lo. quite scary. haha.

after 2hrs of break continued 2 other core lectures all the way until 6pm. the last lecture of the day was really boring. wat made it worse was the lecturer didnt upload the notes on time. so, without notes, it's abit hard to stay focus.i shouldnt say STAY focus cos throughout the lecture i practically wasnt paying attention. ha. really sleepy and hungry and time seemed to pass so slowly...torturous! x_x

BUT i survived the long day! these 2 weeks should be quite okay...cos lab havent start yet. start of labs means having to do lab reports again every week! dread labs...haiz...




yes i mind
|10:27:00 PM

i do mind. it disturbed me. yet i chose to avoid it.

sometimes some of the things u did i actually do mind de but it's just that it wouldnt be right for me to tell u not to do it. becos if i've done that it would be really selfish of me. i noe it's out of guilt but who wouldnt mind right? i'm a girl afterall. but this problem lies with me, therefore i tink i should learn to manage with a heart that has wider opening. ha. and please bear in mind that i'm not saying wat u are doing is wrong or wat k.




a day before school officially starts
Monday, January 14, 2008 |8:56:00 PM

met up with bestie weewee and peipei ytd at clarke quay! went to settler's cafe. played many games. had lots of fun and laughter. enjoyed their company. (:

see the number of games they have..this is only half the shelf!


the games we played...
























haha...the 财神爷outside amkHub! cny is around the corner! yay!

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勇气
Saturday, January 12, 2008 |5:14:00 PM





不安
Friday, January 11, 2008 |10:45:00 PM

不知道为什么会感到不安。一直对自己说不能想太多。我没有想很多,只是有点怕。因为__真的太恐怖了。所以我的多心也算是难免的吧。我内心真的有一种不祥的预感。从来都没有这种感受过,这表示什么呢?也许是我很在乎吧。现在只能忍耐着等事情平复咯。。慢慢来吧。。我是很有耐心的人。哈哈。




Changi Airport
|1:12:00 PM

9th jan 08
sent kane off to the airport. he's gg to sweden for SEP. my second time to changi airport. the first time was when i was like 7 or 8yrs old? so i dun really remember how changi airport is like actually.haha!was really excited!


was waiting for the cab which took like more than 30min to reach...-_-


on the skytrain to T3!!!


kane and me @ T3.very nice there..behind is....er....i dunno...hahaha...


very nice and pretty there...the ppl in the pic also nice-looking eh?lolx!


teopeng kane wuhong.(sorry abit blur..i take de..paiseh..)


i can touch the ceiling!!!cool~


checking me in too? i tink will over limit la...hehe...


at the departure gate..kane's fren's fren mus be very nervous..cos both of our group pic she took all so blur de..cant even use photoshop to save it. haiz..wasted..anyway,my first time sending someone off to a faraway land. haha. got abit bu she de la..the feeling u noe when someone is leaving and u wun be seeing him for a long time to come.
we will miss u, kane! enjoy ur time there ya! (:




讨厌我?
|12:33:00 PM

随便你吧。因为我觉得我也不会很喜欢你,所以你应该感到庆幸我们不认识彼此,现在不认识。。。以后也不会想认识。你凭什么说那句话,你凭什么那样想?你肯本不认识我,不了解,更不懂事情的真相,所以你没有资格贬低我!你说那句话令我对你感到很反感,对你超级不爽的!只可惜我就是那种只能在这里发泄情绪的人,面对面交谈不是我的作风。真的非常的不爽!我的生气比难过多上很多倍吧。对自己有这种情绪也感到很恶心。如果你喜欢的人跟你说不能够在一起,你为什么不试着去体谅那个人的心情呢?为什么要做到大家都不好受?还搞到忧郁。我的妈啊。。。很夸张你知不知道!这种情形应该只能在电视剧里看到吧!喜欢一个人不是要希望他得到幸福吗?也许你的心胸太狭窄了吧。我不知道。换成是我应该不会去勉强。。而是默默的放弃吧。因为勉强是没有幸福的!

那些在读着我的部落各的朋友们请不要胡思乱想。因为事情真的很复杂,所以我不想详细地说明。而这件事我又是那个很无辜的第三者。很不喜欢被人认为自己是第三者。因为第三者听起来好像是那种破坏别人美满幸福的家伙。唉!



p.s. 你不用感到内疚。我没事的。




回味
Sunday, January 06, 2008 |11:07:00 PM

今天下午太无聊了所以就打开了XQRJ去年的GRAND FINAL VIDEO来看。真的是回味无穷。听到第四首歌的时候,看到了oks与xiahe的mv。一看到光翔的脸我就忍不住地大笑了!哈哈!不好意思哦光翔...嘿嘿!虽然已过了那么久,但在此重看去年的video真的有好多好多的感觉哦。还是很喜欢[雨夜]这首歌!不是因为它的作词人的关系哦(因为那时觉得他还蛮帅的。哈哈!),只因为真的好好听!还有还有[最后的告白]!它的mv也好好笑,因为有engseng的"没有力"动作!哈哈哈!

想当初我在后台好紧张,当台前大家在观看时,我们在后头却是一片混乱,很多事同时的在发生。一个很好及难忘的经验!很期待着今年的演出!而且今年的final是在2月3日哦(*hint*)!7pm NUS UCC!我相信今年的演出会更精彩的!所以朋友们谁有兴趣要去看的话可以跟我说一声。票是$12一张。

又遇到一件让我蛮烦恼的事。一直问自己为什么...为什么是我呢??已经明显到我不可能假装不知道了...唉!我也不知道该怎么说才好.不想为这种事而烦恼..因为觉得自己的心都还没有复合...






eat play explore shop!
|12:08:00 AM

4 jan 2008
dinner at newyork newyork at AMKHub with khim jie and chunpeng kor.




my brother is sooooo skinny..see his face!















5 jan 2008
Labrador Nature Reserve with wuhong,teopeng and pikwei.hot weather today but still...FUN! i tink we walked the whole park today in 3hours! haha...

After dat went to vivocity for lunch at HK Kim Gary. nice baked rice! eat until super full. didnt even have dinner jus now at bugis when i met up with jenjen and pL. haha.

yes. left harbourfront with wh and tp to meet the girls at bugis. was feeling really tired cos slept quite late ytd and woke up at 8+ this morning. anyway we shopped the whole of bugis street i tink. BUT me and jen didnt manage to buy anything -___- i guess i'll be going again sooon.

p.s. thanks for the breakfast. it's really sweet (:












































both of them changed their hairstyle!!! should i change mine too?? hmmm...








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