back in my "cosy" little box situated at one corner of NUS.came back today for a meeting later with the design team.i'm kinda looking forward to it.they are fun and i rather go have a meeting den to stay alone in my room and mug or do whatever nots.

i cleaned my room once i put down my bag.cant stand living in a room which is not clean for like erm...4 days?although i'm abit lazy but i still force myself to clean my room at least twice a week!cannot stand the dust!eeeks!so i swept and mopped the floor.wiped the table.washed my cup and mini flask.and lastly...i drew on my door using coloured chalks!!!haha!shall upload the photos soon!hehe!went to shing's room to get air freshener from her.helped her to draw her door too!LOL!it's fun and i'm enjoying it!:D maybe i shld go to every door and draw on them when i'm too bored.heh...

went for dinner after dat.actually supposed to eat togther with kane but when i went with shing,it was quite late le.ha...tot he ate and left already but end up he came in with the other seniors after me and shing finished.but we were waiting for miaubao to finish hers la cos she alone ma.heng nv wait for him or i'll starve lo.btw,kane is our design head.year two senior la.msian.haha.he helped us alot in our design and everything lo.lame but nice guy.haha.he's attached already k...so stop whatever u're thinking now if u are :P.

i forgot to mention about the movie marathon after the last general meeting on friday.last friday,as usual we had our meeting.it ended at 11pm!for once!everybody was so glad!haha!cos the previous times we ended at between 1-2am.nobody left after the meeting as we split to have our department meeting.for design,we didnt have much to discuss so we jus sit there and tok cock.haha!i tink all the seniors are very 3 8 de lo.they kept asking whether u're attached or not. -_- so end up each of us was questioned.first they asked do u have a bf?den if have den they will ask how long liao?where he studying?wat do u tink is the most romantic thing he has done for u?den if u say u're still single den they will ask have u been attached before and wat kind of guy u like?u like nerd nerd,shuai shuai or muscular kind?DOTZ rite???dun ask me wat i answered.it's jus too lame.but i enjoyed hearing from the rest.some were hilarious!hahaha!and i must say the guys are dirty-minded.kept mentioning abt "moving hse and furnitures".i shant explain wat's the terms meant here.we had a movie marathon after the talk cock session!watched 3 movies in total which lasted till morning 7am!!!i didnt sleep at all!but dozed off during the last movie.watched silent hill,inside man and ice age 2!silent hill was GROSS!i covered my eyes most of the time when i tot something scary and gore is abt to happen.and they laughed at me!humpf!told them i dun watch scary movie le lor...bleah...

i shall slack a little while more before i go for my meeting!dun feel like doing anything though i still have my lab report and revision waiting for me...

oh!almost forgot!i supposed everybody noes wat "AA" means rite?it stands for "Attract Attention".our dear o' sam dunno wat it stands for until last sunday and she was quite amazed after she found out after so long!wahahaha!den me and pL was like diao~,she has been together with us for so long and we did mention it from time to time but nobody noes dat she dunno wat it stands for wor!stunned!=X

hit town with pL and sam ytd!seems like ages since i've been to town.we met at dhoby ghaut and shop at PS before we walked to orchard.first to heeren then to cineleisure and lastly to far east!burnt a hole in my pocket ytd.haha.spent beyond 50bucks!but still below hundred la.lolx!oh!pL's hair so cool~!make me so tempted to go dye my hair also!!!haha!next year next year!lolx!

tot chu could join us but she has to accompany her parents so couldnt make it in the end.so long nv met up with her le.hope she's doing well :)

went town again with bestie today!cos she needs to redeem pearls at isetan.lolx.so we shop ard.mainly window shopping.kekez.i cant seem to find the RED nike bottle!it's out of stock everywhere!only left with the dark blue de.boo~

will be staying home the next 2 days to finish up my assignments tutorials and lab report.snorez...

one week break!

yay!

but...many things to be done.

first on the list!
SHOPPING with pL and sammie tmr!!!(dun be too sad k jen?we'll meet up soon ya?take care!miss ya!)

meet up with bestie.

field trip(tue)

CM1101 trial exam + assignment.

MA1421 Tut 5.

GEK1505 Tut 5.

Lab report.

XQRJ banner and door tag(thur & fri).

REVISION!!! >=(

all the best.



i miss u already.



maybe i'll see u next yr.



take care.



"i'll have tears as u take off,but i'll cheer as u fly..."



i dunno.i'm sad.i cant describe how i feel now.my heart jus feels very heavy the whole day when i recall dat he's gg to leave.i didnt cry and i wont.i tried not to brood over it today and trying to keep myself occupied with work.dat's me.i can still laugh and smile when i'm sad.u cant tell wat's my mood like.unpredictable.didnt expect that message.wanted to msg u but tot u wun be bringing ur phone so i jus din do anything.feeling abit regretful now.


on a happier note,midterm break is jus around the corner.looking forward to meeting my frens.it has been ages since i've went shopping.


to someone:thanks for calling me.u helped to take my mind off some things :)

excited!
happiee!
awesome!

after so long,我们的结终于揭开了!haha!
really looking forward to tmr...=D i believe they are feeling the same way as i too.

make me realize something.i guess sometimes we jus have to take some initiatives and things will turn out well and fine.and who noes,maybe the other party is waiting for u to make the first move too.so might as well right?make the world a better place to live in.haha.

regarding the previous post.i'm fine le.thanks for those who cared.=)

i dunno why but i always feel out of place here in my hall.i tried to join in but i always feel dat i'm left out.i tot at least i found a buddy to go lectures and tutorials with me and she happens to stay in my hall and opp block as me.however,she's not dat kind of fren i would feel comfortable being close with.she has her cliques here as well so i cant expect her to stick with me all the time.it's really sad eating dinner alone.i experienced it once and dat's it.no more next time.initially i tot i would at least find someone i noe.jus any hi-and-bye.but there's none.so i ended up sitting alone at one long table trying not to look so pathetic as i eat my dinner.really regret living here.they say living hall will make ur campus life more exciting and fun.i dun tink so.the problem jus lies in me my parents said.well,i'm jus me.i'm not those who go ard making frens.maybe this is jus the beginning and i dunno the people well enough.but who noes.recently jus feel like withdrawing from hall.at least i can go home everyday to see my family.haiz.

perhaps i'm stressed.i need to let it out.i need to talk to someone now,at this very moment,anyone.but who will listen to me at this hour?everyone is probably asleep.it's been a long time since my tears roll.i can feel it welling up already.i dun wanna stay in my hall...i wanna go home.

it is a long and yet short week.

long bcos i cant get to go home today which is FRIDAY!have to go for xqrj committee meeting at 9pm.such a dumb timing to have a meeting la.so i only can go home tmr morning.and this will go on until the end of this semester.sadz.

fyi,i'm in this committee called xin1 qin2 rong2 ji4.we organize chinese song writing competition.note:Organize only.and i'm in the design team.

back to the topic.this week is short also bcos everyday i've a pile of things to finish up.this is the result for slacking the whole weekend.sigh.cant help it ma cos my grandma and relative were here in singapore.but i will try to finish up my tutorials during the weekend from now.i'm a good girl=).

monday.
there's the Formal Hall Dinner.no.i din bother to go find a partner so i ended with my "twin sister".the dinner dat day was specially nice and sumptuous.haha.i saw a cute guy in my hall!finally!and he's staying the block opposite me but on the other end.hurhur.he's from squash!but dun tink he's local.i have to doubt everyone living in my hall cos there's jus too many foreigners here.haha.after dinner,back to my room to do my tutorials.did 2 chem tutorials due the next day.so ended up sleeping at 3am.

tuesday.
only had one chem tutorial so was still quite ok.but have to rush my lab report.haiz.everything is due this week and i haven done anything.studied for my chem quiz which is on wed.so...slept at 130am.

wednesday.
the quiz was alright.20 MCQs.manageable.firedrill at 8pm.after which,finish up my lab report.went for xqrj design team meeting at 10pm.it ended at 230am.so slept at 3am again.haiz.

thursday.
nothing much.tutorials and lecture as usual.wanted to view webcast for "living with maths" but keep procrastinating.

alritez,more tutorials piling up.each time i finish one.the next day i check another new tutorial is posted up.urgh!never ending.

left with one more week.and i bet it's gg to jus zoom past me.from the following monday,i'll have one more person to miss.but when have i not miss dat person?maybe not as much and when i come to realize it's already been a few weeks or a month.

"lovers today.
friends tomorrow.
maybe it's lucky you can even be friends.
girl. u're not alone.
your friends will always be there for you.
things may change for the better.
and that's what we're hoping for.
having went through so much together,
how easy is it to give up?
never easy.

some things are simply beyond your capability and control.
you cannot predict it, and you cannot change it.
and you definitely cannot control
how long your tears will flow.
can be so tiring huh?

strength and time is what we need. be strong." - adapted from bestie's blog

i guessed she's referring to me?so obvious huh?but she has helped to convey the message in my heart.i dun feel the pain anymore.but wat isit dat i'm feeling now?does unconditional love exist?people still believe in it?i tink it's so impractical.despite dat,my actions speak otherwise.

yes.strength and time.i definitely need Extra doses of those.

konglon9.3rd Febber.aquarius.



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