Diary~♥

feeling sick right now...dun feel lyk doing anything..haiz~maybe was overly excited during today's vbaLL match.haiz~reminds me of wat happened aft the girls' match.well...i pissed somebody off real bad cos of my stubborness.haiz.after he walked off den i decided dat i should go home.BUT...too late...he's totally PISSED off.well..i was abit or should i say very pissed after dat when he didnt wan to go home when i said i wanted to.i was alone and i mean only ME one NYJCian waiting at the bus-stop while the others are cheering away for the guy's match.of cos there are other ppl..lyk those JJCian.i purposely missed one bus 88 msging him hoping he would come out but NO he didnt.guessed i really pissed him off.so in the end i went home alone.sad huh?but i doubt he cares anyway.was so angry on my journey home cos abit bu shuang dat i listened to him and left the hall but in the end he din accompany home or at least take the same bus as me.i dunno whether i have made things worse by rejecting and not answering his calls on my way home.guessed i have.but i was tinking so wat if i answer?i'll end up being bombasted by him so i decided i should not answer.i'm jus dat stubborn la.know dat it'll make things worse but still insist in continuing my action.haiz.tink he'll ignored me for the rest of the week le.sigh.
anyway..dunno whether i'm down with fever.feeling abit feverish.sigh.jus tinking of spa and test jus makes me feel worse...god help me!i'm so stressed!
oh ya...this week is ending soon..which also means kk is leaving soon!!!she's gg poly and it was so sudden that i dunno whether i should believe it anot.she has been a really nice and talkative friend.talkative can mean she is the right person to go to when u have troubles and can also mean that she sometimes talk too much=P.i tink our class will be more still and quiet without her le.cos she's always saying hello to everybody and is always in high spirits which often tends to influence others.but we all respect her decision la though abit she bu de lo.i tink one should go ahead and do wat she thinks is best for her lo.will miss her alot i must say.but i believe we still have the chance to meet up sometimes to update each other on wat's happening in our lives.wanna thank her for all the care and concern she'd shown for me when i'm down and also thank her for accompanying me to do cip @ tplib this yr though she had aleady completed her hours.but i really treasure each and every time we went to do cip leh.and through this i've also come to know more about her.lian rong bao!!!haha!goreng pisang!!hee!lastly...here's a song dedicated to my dearest friend.....kk aka CHU!i noe not graduation la but den..ya..haha =)

Graduation (friends Forever)
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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And i keep thinking of that night in juneI didn't know much of love
But it came too soon and there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? can we make it somehow?
I guess i thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when i leave this town
I keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever(x3)