
was so nan guo ytd...sigh...i finally realized wat is wrong...haiz..guessed i should wake up and get this over and done with.there's no point keep thinking that he would send me a msg or give me a call cos it's not gg to happen.im so stupid.haiz.i dun tink im gg anywhere unless i cheer up and stop thinking abt it.although it's really difficult but i tink there's no turning back anymore.i just have to move on with life like someone said.i believe maybe we'll really be better off like this.but i guess it's normal to miss him sometimes huh?haiz.too bad i cant hate him.if not maybe things will be much easier for me?ha.i dunno...but it's quite comforting knowing he's still a friend and we will still talk sometimes when we see each other.although it's just a short hello and bye or just a smile i tink it's enough.haha.that's all im gg to write today.maybe i'll blog later tonight.=)
