my phone has stopped ringing...tot it has gone dead...but the sad thing is...nobody is msging me...nobody is calling me...i wun have to check it frequently cos i noe i will be disappointed.but stubbornly...i jus took it out from my pouch and be prepared to face with disappointment.sometimes i jus felt im so lonely..everything is not going the way i wan it to be.yah..i noe i have my friends...i noe they will be there for me...but will they be there the whole time?will they be there when i wan them to?like say if i need them this very minute will they be here?no...they cant...sadly...and i will have to face everything all by myself in the end...alone.sometimes jus felt so frustrated with myself.
i dun understand why my parents are so sulky.my mum is working now and she dun even give a damn of whether i need to study anot.she jus assumed that i will do all the chores at home before she comes back.and when she realized i havent she'll jus nag on and on and on...saying im lazy and watever crap she can tink of!and it's not like i didnt help her lor.i did as she asked me to but it's jus dat only when she's back ma.i dun tink she realized i need to study for the exams!she jus tot i went to the lib to 'play' as she'd always said.so irritating!how i wish i could get out of all this shit!go to a far far far away place where nobody bothers me and i dun have to bother about anyone!life sucks!
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