
sometimes it's really difficult to put thoughts into words,words into sentences and sentences into phrases...
wondering...hesitating...afraid...rejection...
a piece of my heart is missing...i dunno where it went...maybe it's gone and nv will it come back.so i'll jus have to wait for my heart to heal...wonder how long will it takes...now whenever i laugh i cant laugh as happily as i used to..there's jus something inside me...holding back...telling me i'm not dat happy actually...telling me to stop faking...
this is the worst hols ever...
