maybe soon,i'll be okay?
Thursday, December 01, 2005 |12:18:00 AM
jus read jen's comment for my previous entry and dunno why tears jus welled up in my eyes.i din noe it was written on my face the whole time leh.guess i couldnt fake very well.but im jus very touched dat u guys din bring up anything abt him in front of me.i noe u all dun wanna see a sad sad konglong la.sometimes i really wanted to confide to one of u but i thought u all will feel awkward and wun noe how to react.i will if it's me whom u are telling me ur xin shi.moreover i dun tink it will make me happier to say things out.ya maybe i will feel more relieved jus for a short while but i'll start thinking again when im alone.im trying very hard to get over it but it's really very hard.one thing i have to say is dat i really feel very happy when im out with u all.u guys jus help to cheer me up with those crappings and stuffs.
by the way,i've got a job le.starting work on mon.this means lesser time to meet up with u all le.gonna miss u girls pretty much...
actually i was hoping i can still meet up with him once before i start work but jus received a bad news jus now.of cos it's bad to me only.so...too bad.jus feel very disappointed and...sad.how to differentiate whether one still likes u or not through his tone?i dunno but i jus have this voice inside telling me something.and im not ready to accept it.
i cant get to sleep.and it's past midnight.i need to kick the habit of waking up past noon everyday.
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