Sigh. Heard a piece of good news from jenny today. But to me it’s not. Am happy for her really, however, somehow, it jus made me feel very insecure. Sigh. It left me wondering…what if I got accepted but not to the course I want to study? What if I’m not even accepted to either one of the Uni?? It’s too late to apply to poly now I guessed. Oh dear…what am I going to do???

Perhaps what my parents predicted was right. For once, I’m beginning to trust their predicament. My parents are pessimists when it comes to these things. They don’t have confidence in me and I guessed that’s why I end up being so pessimistic. I mean, how am I able to believe that oh I’m sure going to make it when they keep reminding me that it’s so competitive and my results are like shit compared to those others that have applied. Duh~ can’t they be more encouraging? Sometimes I dun even bother to give them any response. I’ll jus sit there and hear what they have to say. When I told them maybe there’s a 1% chance, they’ll jus asked me not to get my hopes too high. Well, then fine lo. What can I do? And when I really dun get in, they’ll say it’s because I didn’t work hard consistently and always did my studying at the last minute. Sigh. Great parents I have. Their opinions are always so extreme and that is why I never bother to share with them how I feel.

Haven’t really sit down and talk with my dad for quite some time. Or maybe I should say I never talk to him face to face on whatever things. I think our conversations always lasted for less than 15 min. and the only time we get to talk is during meal time. Mostly dinners on weekends. He has been working late these days and by the time he settles down, I’m already preparing to go to bed. My father is one soft spoken man but when he flares, he’ll start raising his voice and that’s scary. Since I’ve been working, I felt that my mum is becoming more money-minded in a way. Am too lazy to write about it. But sometimes her attitude jus irritates me and I’ll start wondering is money THAT important? She even asked me to pay her back a few dollars which she’d paid for some things I’ve bought and many other occasions. Haiz.

Back to the topic, I really dunno what I’m going to do if I’m not accepted. And one more thing is what if I’m only accepted to the Arts & Social Science Faculty? Although I find psychology quite interesting, I dun tink psychologist in Singapore is very much recognized. Worse, I’ve forgotten whether I put Arts & Social Science as my third choice or Business! That’s bad bad BAD! Sigh! I tink the result will be out latest by mid May cause we’re supposed to submit our acceptance online from 2 May to 5 June if I haven’t remember wrongly.

Release of Application Results
After the last week of April 2006

All candidates who have applied for NTU course(s) will only be notified through letter posted to the mailing address stated in your application.

Not true! Now is not even the last week of Apr and some applicants have received already! =.=

konglon9.3rd Febber.aquarius.



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