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When u get pissed off,be happy so as to pissed that person off as well.

Thursday, April 20, 2006 |5:17:00 PM

Well done. Got pissed off first thing in the morning all thanks to my colleague (shall not name who she is). 2 days ago she asked me to send some agreements through DHL and there was one with a name card attached so that I know the address and person to send to. Well, and this morning she came to ask me where is the name card. Well, I threw it away thinking it’s jus for my reference and she didn’t ask me to return to her THAT day after I sent out all the agreements! So is this my fault? She goes ‘sucks shit and blah..’ because that card belongs to one of the managers who’ve asked her to send the agreements. It jus pissed me off because it’s not the first time that she has given unclear instructions! If she’d told me to return the card to her ON THAT DAY, of course I wouldn’t have threw it away! Now, she’d made me feel guilty because I think part of the responsibility lies on me too. This is jus GREAT!

It’s not the first time I’m pissed off by her. I’m not sure is it because I have nothing to do and she jus has to find some work for me no matter what. It’s ok with me if it’s work. HOWEVER, sometimes she asked me to go to the printer to help her collect her printouts! Is this work?! Or jus her mere laziness? Not jus this, I’ve become her ‘legs’ in a way. She’ll asked me to go down to the 17th floor (another department but still under our company) to collect or pass some documents. I think all the people downstairs know who I am le lor. Because I went up and down like more than 3 times per day! Never mind I shall accept it as a form of exercise. But I jus can’t accept her laziness la! It’s not as though she don’t have legs of her own! And she always claims she’s very busy but I can hear her talking and laughing happily with our boss. Urgh! I’m not saying she’s mean or bad or whatever la. It’s jus sometimes these things happen and I cant say no when she asked me to do things right? If I’m unhappy with her the whole time I think I wont be working here till now. Ha. I know it’s bad saying bad things here behind her back but she’s not going to read this anyway. I’m jus trying to vent my frustrations. Please do understand.

Pros of working
- earn money and on the other hand allow time to pass faster
- can get to eat snacks not found in SG (usually given by guests from jap) =D
- gain weight (I’m not quite sure if this is a pro. Lolx)
- gain experience (in filing, photocopying, serving coffee to guests, escorting guests, processing invoices?) =/
- get to know more people (I won’t consider my colleagues as friends cos I tink there’s a line drawn between us. The feeling of hanging out with them is jus different. Most probably because there’s a generation gap? Shrugs.)
- can go bugis to shop after work!lolx!
A bit sad but that’s all I could think of.

Cons…
- the need to wake up early (hee... I need at least 8hrs of sleep each day. So, have been turning in by 1030 on weekdays for the past few weeks. keke..)
- get sandwiched between Singaporeans who’re rushing to work or back home in the MRT.
- Tummy is showing most probably because I’m sitting most of the time after meal.
- Will die earlier as I’m absorbing radiations from the computer for 7 whole hours per day.
- Skin becomes dry due to the air-con
- Handle demanding managers/colleagues
- Difficulty in finding time to meet up with friends
- No shuai ges (hahaha! That’s not the main point.=P)
- Bored when there’s nothing to do
- Bored and still bored…haha.

“Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run too fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift…
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Enjoy the music
Before the song is over.”