
Happy Ba Zhang Day!
Wednesday, May 31, 2006 |5:35:00 PM
It’s the last day of May. It’s also supposed to be my last day of work in PA, however, they extended my contract again until mid july. This time is slightly different cos I wun have to work from mon to fri. I get to choose which day I wanna go to work and only have to work for 3 times a week! hehe! Flexibility rocks! AND, jus so coincidentally as before, jen got extended as well! Wahaha! She’ll be seeing me for another 1 mth! Isn’t dat great? Lolx! Anyway, I wun be working tmr! hohoho! It’s my day! Going to watch X-men the last stand with him and afterwhich is shopping spree!
oh! almost forgot! I need to go back NYjc collect the ‘A’ lvl cert with jen first! Hmm…I wonder if wongwong will be in school cos it’s the hols and most of us noes he’s always off right on the dot. U wun be able to find him after school hours. Haha! Well, hope will be able to see him and hengheng and ms Cynthia!(realized I didn’t mention one tutor’s name? Guess who? *hint: William hung look alike.=P)
ok…I’m thinking of the shopping route for tmr! Hahaha! It’s hard to bite down the urge to splurge but am on a tight budget! Need to think carefully before grabbing any clothes. Definitely cant buy them on impulse! Racking my brain and squeezing my brain juice this instant. Wat colours do I lack in my wardrobe? Btw my wardrobe is getting smaller as my clothes are piling. Gonna be bombasted by my mum if I come back with more. But I dun care! I am going to get at least one top tmr! Actually, it’s considered way too little to jus get a top for this season – It’s the Great Singapore Sales!
I was asked to msg the girls to see if they’re interested in going the IT fair on sat. So, I typed out the msg and pressed send. First, as I go down my phone list is Doreen. Second, jen then follow by louise. Scrolling down down down…I came to her name. I paused for a few sec and… continued pressing down. Finally is sam. Ok. Why did I hesitate? I thought to myself dat she might not be bothered to reply my msg if I’d really sent it out. Well, maybe yR has already msged her? I jus cant bring myself to send the msg to her. Moreover, it’s been almost a month, if I’m not wrong, and she didn’t contact any one of us. It jus seems like she wants to sever all ties with us already. She totally didn’t reply to our msges since that day. Our two year friendship is only worth this much to her. If she really dun wish to see or talk to us anymore, wat can I say? Jus let it be? Now, we dun even have the courage to talk to her even on msn when we see her online. It’s like there’s a sea separating us from her and the current is jus too strong to allow us to swim over to the other side. Perhaps we would jus drown. So maybe some brave souls should msg her instead? Hehe.
I tink my brain works better in the office. Becos everytime I went online at home, I’ll feel so very tired and wun have the mood to blog. Haha! Perhaps blogging in the office is more exciting cos u have to be aware of the managers and some colleagues as they walk passed. Hahaha! So secretive. My brain is stimulated to tink and write more! Thus, conclusion is my brain works well in intense situation. Wahaha! But during exams, it’s completely the opposite. Hurhurhur! Ok, another reason is dat I’ve got nothing to do so jus have to sit down and squeeze something out to write. Ha!
Hmm…some questions running through my mind. Is it true that when u see each other for too long or too often u’ll get bored with dat person? I mean there’ll be times when there’s nothing much to bring up to talk about. Or maybe there’s nothing important worth mentioning? Or when the things dat u talked about is always going around the same topic? It happened to me sometimes, between me and him. This makes me feel insecure and uneasy. So everytime when stuck in a situation like this, I’ll jus squeeze something out to talk even if it’s something insignificant and doesn’t even concern the both of us. Sometimes he called when he’s in camp, I’m glad to hear his voice but sometimes I’ll jus feel very tired cos he’s always telling me wat happened in camp and I’ll jus vomit out wat I did for dat whole day. It’s not dat I dun wanna hear him share with me the things in ns. But some terminology he used I’ll jus go ‘huh?’ u noe? Perhaps I’m jus being abit paranoidal. And ytd he told me he showed his mum the pics we took together. I was pretty curious to know wat his mum would say. His mum said wat matters is he like can already den must ‘na de qi fang de xia’. I cant help but tink his mum feels dat I’m cheating him. haha! I noe it may not be this way, but it jus crossed my mind.
Got to go! Going home to eat BA ZHANG!!! Today is BA ZHANG DAY!!!Enjoy! =D
