jus read his blog...now feeling even worse...maybe i shouldnt even have met the other him in the first place...but why did i?why didnt i reject him?i guessed the answer is pretty obvious and i'm trying to hide from facing it.and i jus thought dat it's abit riduculous dat i'm still feeling tis way after so long and i actually tot i was ready.i hate myself for feeling tis way now.i dun have the courage to bring it up to the girls when i met them ytd.i guess i'm jus afraid of how they would tink of me as a person...sigh...i'm a cheat..perhaps dat's wat they'll probably tink.they dun have to say it out...even i myself tink so too...jus wake me up PLEASE!

i only told my bes fren and had a chat with her ytd.but i'm still confused.it's all up to me she said.i dun wan to make any decisions yet but.......sigh......i dunno.

i guessed my parents were right after all and i hate to believe it!however,the reasons they gave wasnt exactly true.i really dun wish to think about it anymore...it's draining away my energy...

konglon9.3rd Febber.aquarius.



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