i dunno why but i always feel out of place here in my hall.i tried to join in but i always feel dat i'm left out.i tot at least i found a buddy to go lectures and tutorials with me and she happens to stay in my hall and opp block as me.however,she's not dat kind of fren i would feel comfortable being close with.she has her cliques here as well so i cant expect her to stick with me all the time.it's really sad eating dinner alone.i experienced it once and dat's it.no more next time.initially i tot i would at least find someone i noe.jus any hi-and-bye.but there's none.so i ended up sitting alone at one long table trying not to look so pathetic as i eat my dinner.really regret living here.they say living hall will make ur campus life more exciting and fun.i dun tink so.the problem jus lies in me my parents said.well,i'm jus me.i'm not those who go ard making frens.maybe this is jus the beginning and i dunno the people well enough.but who noes.recently jus feel like withdrawing from hall.at least i can go home everyday to see my family.haiz.

perhaps i'm stressed.i need to let it out.i need to talk to someone now,at this very moment,anyone.but who will listen to me at this hour?everyone is probably asleep.it's been a long time since my tears roll.i can feel it welling up already.i dun wanna stay in my hall...i wanna go home.

konglon9.3rd Febber.aquarius.



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