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shagged.stressed.

Friday, September 08, 2006 |3:26:00 PM

it is a long and yet short week.

long bcos i cant get to go home today which is FRIDAY!have to go for xqrj committee meeting at 9pm.such a dumb timing to have a meeting la.so i only can go home tmr morning.and this will go on until the end of this semester.sadz.

fyi,i'm in this committee called xin1 qin2 rong2 ji4.we organize chinese song writing competition.note:Organize only.and i'm in the design team.

back to the topic.this week is short also bcos everyday i've a pile of things to finish up.this is the result for slacking the whole weekend.sigh.cant help it ma cos my grandma and relative were here in singapore.but i will try to finish up my tutorials during the weekend from now.i'm a good girl=).

monday.
there's the Formal Hall Dinner.no.i din bother to go find a partner so i ended with my "twin sister".the dinner dat day was specially nice and sumptuous.haha.i saw a cute guy in my hall!finally!and he's staying the block opposite me but on the other end.hurhur.he's from squash!but dun tink he's local.i have to doubt everyone living in my hall cos there's jus too many foreigners here.haha.after dinner,back to my room to do my tutorials.did 2 chem tutorials due the next day.so ended up sleeping at 3am.

tuesday.
only had one chem tutorial so was still quite ok.but have to rush my lab report.haiz.everything is due this week and i haven done anything.studied for my chem quiz which is on wed.so...slept at 130am.

wednesday.
the quiz was alright.20 MCQs.manageable.firedrill at 8pm.after which,finish up my lab report.went for xqrj design team meeting at 10pm.it ended at 230am.so slept at 3am again.haiz.

thursday.
nothing much.tutorials and lecture as usual.wanted to view webcast for "living with maths" but keep procrastinating.

alritez,more tutorials piling up.each time i finish one.the next day i check another new tutorial is posted up.urgh!never ending.

left with one more week.and i bet it's gg to jus zoom past me.from the following monday,i'll have one more person to miss.but when have i not miss dat person?maybe not as much and when i come to realize it's already been a few weeks or a month.

"lovers today.
friends tomorrow.
maybe it's lucky you can even be friends.
girl. u're not alone.
your friends will always be there for you.
things may change for the better.
and that's what we're hoping for.
having went through so much together,
how easy is it to give up?
never easy.

some things are simply beyond your capability and control.
you cannot predict it, and you cannot change it.
and you definitely cannot control
how long your tears will flow.
can be so tiring huh?

strength and time is what we need. be strong." - adapted from bestie's blog

i guessed she's referring to me?so obvious huh?but she has helped to convey the message in my heart.i dun feel the pain anymore.but wat isit dat i'm feeling now?does unconditional love exist?people still believe in it?i tink it's so impractical.despite dat,my actions speak otherwise.

yes.strength and time.i definitely need Extra doses of those.