
bad timing
Sunday, July 15, 2007 |8:08:00 PM
i sent an email to him ytd. telling him how i felt all this while and dat i dun wan things to drag on. but i told him we shall sit down and sort things out only after float cos i dun wanna stress him and tire him further. sigh. and this morning when i woke up i saw two messages. one from dam and one from eric but both on the same issue. dam msged telling me he on his way back to malacca cos of an emergency and he'd read my email ytd and dat he was sorry dat he'd made me feel this way. eric's msg was to inform me dat dam went back malacca cos his good fren passed away. this comes as a shocking news. right at dat point of time i jus hope i can turn back time and not send dat email i sent. sigh. he must have dealt a double blow. i feel so bad...so bad...and selfish. of all times i jus chose to send dat ytd. hai...i'm so sorry...hope i could make him feel better and be there for him now. but maybe he wun hope to see me at this point of time ba...wat i can do now is to wait until he comes back to singapore...
