Bueno-ing
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 |10:23:00 PM
CnH2n+2 sent 16/10/2007 11:51:
bueno again? haha actually everytime i buy bueno i'll think of you too.
when i signed in today, seeing this message puts a smile on my face. i tink it's pretty sweet. (:
bueno. something we used to share. nostalgic. i remember how he used to buy bueno (those 3 packets stick tgt de) and put them in his fridge. den sometimes when all of us went up his room after 12midnight for noodle talk, i would open his fridge and steal the buenos! wahaha! and it will all be gone after the noodle talk. of cos not ALL eaten up by me la. i'm kind de ok...btw, the "he" here is not the HE u all are thinking 'bout ya. haha.
i missed those days back in hall. really. sometimes i wondered if i'm still staying there now, if i've joined float or kewoc and continue staying there, would things have been different? but it's no use thinking about it now. one of my fren told me jus now, he said it would be better for me to forget the whole thing and move on. i tink he makes a point. but i still cant get dat heart ache off my chest whenever i see him, whenever i received a sms from him out of the blue. it always makes me think if he still cares? if he is feeling the same way as i am? i think it's really better sometimes for me to not see him and not hear from him. totally jus break away from him. it helps me to forget about his existance TEMPORARILY. at least i can be happy even if it's a short while. it's tiring always having to act like nothing has happened. it's also tiring staying upset all the time. but i jus cant make myself totally break away. sometimes i wanted to see him so badly. i wanted to sms him and ask how he's doing. but all these are jus one-sided. dat's wat i think. oh whatever...when will i ever have a smooth relationship...sigh.
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