
special term?
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 |10:33:00 PM
was pondering over whether to take special term this coming holidays to clear one of the level 3 chemistry module
CM3291 Advanced Experiments In Organic & Inorganic Chemistry.
the module title already sounds disgusting isnt it? that's why i want to clear it during special term so that i wont have to pull my hair off next semester doing this module in addition to 2 other chemistry level 3 modules. *puke* and "good" news. this module has no lectures! GREAT right? dont be deceived! instead there are 2 lab sessions per week and each lasting 6 hours! S-I-X~ which adds up to T-W-E-L-V-E hours of lab PER WEEK. oh well...what can i expect? maybe one conclusion i'll come up with after 3 years in NUS : i've chose the wrong major. ta-dah! ha.
anyway anyway, i've decided to take special term as i realized there's quite a few of my friends taking this module as well. companies! hee. registration starts 17 mar and ends 24 mar. regarding the fee, have told mama and papa already. after the 6 weeks of special term, i hope i can find a flexible part-time or an internship(but i think the chances of finding and successfully getting one is quite small). this is so i can at least help pay part of the fee as it's not supposed to be included in my course of study.
this week is still quite ok so far. at least there isnt any test. just one report due on friday. hope to get it done by tmr. no no. by hook or by crook we HAVE to get it done during tmr's meeting! will be meeting at ENgin Mac 9am. fyi i just had mac for lunch today after my lab. think i better eat breakfast before i go. it's unhealthy to eat mac consecutively in two days. yucks!
since last week i realized that i've been having very frequent mood swings. sometimes very high den after that i'll sink into depression or frustration. dont know what is happening to me. very unstable. stressed? maybe? sometimes just felt like there's something pressing down on my chest and i just want to and have to let it out. other times i'll just be overwhelmed by exhaustion and even talking seems like a difficult task because i just felt too lazy and cui to speak. thus, i seek your understanding when you happen to see me in one of the above states ya. hee.
alrights...a reasonable long post to summarise the past few days. nights...
