no more TESTS! only EXAMS! >=(
Friday, April 18, 2008 |10:32:00 PM
the start of reading week...hope to see my frens in the lib as usual...will start chiong-ing next mon onwards...
meanwhile...staying at home for the weekend to 养病. this is the second time i'm sick within 4 weeks. haiz. yes i'm getting weak. reasons? unknown. maybe because of stress? i'm not a doctor so...*shrugs*. becoming more vulnerable to viruses! not good.
exams coming. not good. lots of things to study. not good. haven been in the most delightful mood this one week. dreadful. jus feel like doing nothing but of cos cannot la. no time to study le. considering my exam timetable is like this
| MODULE CODE | ROOM ID | SEAT NO | EXAM DATE | TIME |
| CM2142 Anac Chem | MPSH2-B | 560 | 28/04/2008 | 9:00 AM |
| CM2132 Phy Chem | MPSH1-B | 520 | 29/04/2008 | 9:00 AM |
| GEK2506 Drugs & society | MPSH5 | 267 | 30/04/2008 | 9:00 AM |
| CM2111 Inorg Chem | MPSH2-B | 802 | 05/03/2008 | 1:00 PM |
consecutively 3 papers in 3 days. die. hope i can still breathe at the end. haha. i noe mine is not the worst la. i jus want to complain dat's all.
ytd was KEVII hall's room draw. heard from dardar dat quite alot of things happened.
from ges. (commented on oks blog)
医生的case不须把他挤下来。把它挤出那间房就够了…
X度人耍剑就是在武鸿选了房之后，他突然说我不介意这个室友，就把名填了上去。结果我们必须去找另一个印X人做我的室友，然后再mutual swap.故事就是这样。
至于上层不透明…带头的我就不管了,因为他是一个住了两年hall却连各大CCA的长处，成就，成员都不知道就去竞选的人。
dd and a few others were quite upset about it. the feeling of betrayal. i dun exactly know how it feels like. but i guess nobody would like it. maybe for me i'll be really angry at first. den after dat i'll noe who can i trust and not trust. simple to say but when u're the victim it's not as simple as u tink. i dunno. i hate backstabbers. i mean if u dun let me find out it's still ok. well. if i happen to find out, bearing in mind dat words of mouths are very powerful ya, u'll jus be out of my circle. and far far AWAY. u can still come look for me and talk to me. but sorry to tell u, u'll be ignored.
all in all, the important lesson here is TRUST. trust only those u tink is reliable. but how to see who is and who's not? no answer. and when u noe ppl trust u, dun make use of it and go around and stab dat person back. it hurts. really.
P.S. for those who cared and understoood, thanks to u all. i will jiayou de!
Oooodd
Monday, April 14, 2008 |10:26:00 PM
didnt feel good after the two tests today.
suddenly very demoralized. and stressed at the same time.
felt dat everyone around me knows and only i am left out cos i dunno. i AM the ODD one OUT. this is not the first time i'm feeling this way anyway. and not academic wise only i must say.
maybe i'm jus stupid. maybe i dunno how to communicate well enough. i study and others study as well. but i'm always the slower one to get things right and sometimes i dun even get it! i tink dat's the diff between smart and not smart ppl.
haiz.
but i told myself i'm not gg to give up jus yet.
i'm gg to sit through all this and get the hell out of this school with a GOOD ENOUGH CAP. CAP. dat's wat most employer cares about. dat's wat parents are concerned about. dat's the indicator of how ppl see how smart and how "mugger" you are. i dun expect much now. my confidence has been gg up and down over these two years which equals to four terrible semesters. i cant undo things.
so the only thing i can do now is to strive harder for the best of my bright future. boo.
all the best for the exams.
S'Club 7
Friday, April 11, 2008 |11:00:00 PM
very nostalgic...brings me back to my secondary school days. (credits to shingshing!) hee. no matter how many zillion times i listen to their songs i wun get sick of it. and the amazing thing is i still can remember most parts of the lyrics and sing it along. haha...how nice if i can memorize my notes like this as well =D
best handset of the year!
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 |2:19:00 PM
Sony Ericsson W910i Walkman handset has been awarded Best Handset at the GSM Association’s 13th Global Mobile Awards 2008!!!
so proud of my xiaohong! heehee. =D
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