didnt feel good after the two tests today.
suddenly very demoralized. and stressed at the same time.
felt dat everyone around me knows and only i am left out cos i dunno. i AM the ODD one OUT. this is not the first time i'm feeling this way anyway. and not academic wise only i must say.
maybe i'm jus stupid. maybe i dunno how to communicate well enough. i study and others study as well. but i'm always the slower one to get things right and sometimes i dun even get it! i tink dat's the diff between smart and not smart ppl.
haiz.

but i told myself i'm not gg to give up jus yet.
i'm gg to sit through all this and get the hell out of this school with a GOOD ENOUGH CAP. CAP. dat's wat most employer cares about. dat's wat parents are concerned about. dat's the indicator of how ppl see how smart and how "mugger" you are. i dun expect much now. my confidence has been gg up and down over these two years which equals to four terrible semesters. i cant undo things.
so the only thing i can do now is to strive harder for the best of my bright future. boo.

all the best for the exams.

konglon9.3rd Febber.aquarius.



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